"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Sunday, October 14, 2012


"I Just Don't Know. . . But God Does!"

I have been saying this for the past few days. Because right where I am now,  I feel I am stripped to the core.  Done.  Toast.  Hurting.  Tired.   Emotionally and physically.  There is nothing left in me but to totally depend on my Heavenly Daddy.    No matter what.  Period.  No human can suffice, solve/heal, fill the void, love me and soothe the pain.  Only My Daddy!

Having to be in a place I have never been before is frightening.    

Despite what "the natural eye" sees and wants to believe,  and the vicious attacks from the enemy to my body, emotions and spirit,  some how deep inside me  I know that  My Daddy can make a way where there is no way.  His promises can override the natural into the realm of the supernatural.  

 As hard as it is, having this assurance keeps me hanging on and clinging ever so tightly to my Daddy's hand.   Satan is NOT going to Win!  He is not going to see me sweat.  I will not give up.  I am so close.

"...and in nothing terrified by your adversaries: which is to them an evident token of perdition, but to you of salvation, and that of God." - Philippians 1:28

I ask that those who want to come in agreement with me that my breakthrough and even yours are  accomplished regardless of the circumstances and situations saying otherwise, believe with me it is finished and we have what we ask according to Christ riches in Heaven!

***My fraility is speaking and crying out.  My faith is strong, my body and mind are weak right now and responding to the flesh.  I  believe My Lord will come through and my Spiritman will remain strong.   So please see the encouragement in this post.***


  1. The devil is a lair. Jesus is holding you tight. (((((((((((((((JBR)))))))))))))))))))))

  2. God does know. Yes, indeed! He knows and he is in charge. He loves you, loves all of us, and will keep us all safe. Holding onto that thought will get you through whatever you have to get through.

  3. Oh hon, I feel your pain. Praying for you!
    Lord, cover JBR in Your blood. Put a hedge of protection around her and keep her safe in You. I intercede for my sister and say back off Satan. You have no claim on this precious child of God. Hands off, she belongs to the Kingdom of God and you cannot touch her. Thank You Jesus for Your authority and love. In Your precious name, Jesus Christ I pray amen.

  4. Cling to our daddys hands and don't listen to the voice of the enemy. You are on the right path. Bless you JBR.
    I share also my thoughst and what I hear from God in my other blog: willyouhearfromme.blogspot.com

  5. Jesus loves you, and holds you in the palm of His hand.

  6. Stay close to Him. Praying for you right now. Blessings C

  7. I join with the prayer of child of God JBR, and yes your Daddy is the only one who can solve any problems for you. That is why His written word is there for us to hear what He is saying to us constantly. His perfect love will cast out any fear we have if we shut out all voices which oppose His word to us. Our sisters and brothers are able to encourage us but our Lord Jesus is able to intercede for us to our Father, THE GOD OF THE UNIVERSE, with whom nothing is impossible. Seek His word in your life, act on that word, and believe that word will bring about what it is saying. If any other thought or reasoning tries to overrule it, refuse to heed it, it is simply the enemy trying to convince the carnal mind which is at enmity with God. God is far stronger.

  8. awesome b/c giving up is never an option. That's become my motto...my heart's song. I'm glad you're whispering that too. Stay strong. He's got you in the palm of His amazing hands.

  9. Sending you hugs & prayers. Overwhelming victory belongs to you through Christ!

  10. Satan will not win!!!
    Victory will be done. ((HUGS))

  11. Oh, I see the encouragement in this post, JBR. I also see your honesty in admitting you are human and believe me, that is refreshing. Ironically, I was just thinking recently about how funny some of my posts must sound. Some days I'm on fire and I'm successful in battling my mental illness, and well other days, I'm scared and feeling defeated. I wonder sometimes if people read my posts and think, "Wow, she's all over the place. Which one is the real her?" Well, they both are. I often think of David and how he wrote in the Psalms. Sometimes, you can just tell how much power and energy he has through God and other times, he's scared and lonely and sorrowful, etc. We have the flesh we have to deal with but at the same time, the Spirit of the Lord indwells us. Thankfully, it is a battle we will only have to deal with here on earth!

  12. This will pass and we will be stronger because of it. I am believing God for breakthroughs!! Living to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living...Many blessings!