"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Monday, May 24, 2010


I woke up this morning with such clarity as to the amazing stronghold that encompasses my mind. Not to say I am seeing visions, no. But for a brief second I saw into the spiritual realm of evil talons holding onto my memories.

Never had that happen before!

I was NOT going to post about this, for fear you all may think I am loony. But, loony or not, I have.

In receiving confirmation this afternoon with an "unction" or "check" in my Spirit that there is such a tremendous spiritual battle going on within my mind as I am getting closer to breaking off the chains of bondage, I needed to confess what I am experiencing.

A bit scary and awesome at the same time. As I have no control over what is happening. But, I know there is an evil spiritual realm, and for some reason, I am being allowed to see into it ever so briefly. And thank God it is only briefly. I do not think I could handle in seeing what actually is going on in the spiritual realm. Physically and emotionally I can sense it, but to see it. Wo----

I am contributing what is happening to me more and more after my Sonday deep cleanings with the Lord. He is doing something in me powerful!! Yesterday, was especially powerful, I must add.




  1. God so desperately wants to heal our minds. He is willing to do what it takes. He is doing a mighty work in you. He loves us so much.

  2. JBR,

    As well as being one who briefly too have seen into the unseen realm that overlays ours, I am praising God for this glimpse for you. Once you know the reasons why, it will provide you with the tools to get those back and release them to God and you will be FREE!

    Love and Hugs ~ Kat

  3. Wow is right!

    Kat, I am so glad you shared that you have seen this also. This scared me this afternoon. I mean it was so quick, but so real.

    Thanks all.

  4. Oh my gracious, JBR!! You should absolutely share these insights! I do the same thing, sharing stuff from what is not "earthly" that I experience and always wonder if people think I'm a nutcase! I am so, so happy for you. By the GRACE of GOD, you are growing ever closer to breaking completely free! And I champion you on! Don't stop, don't stop!

    Prayers and blessings, dear one,

  5. P.S. Seeing into this realm is God-Given. Keep it close to your heart all the days you live on this earth. It is such an enormous blessing, JBR!

  6. The contrast must be obvious to you now, you are a child of God! Be at peace JBR!

  7. AnonymousMay 24, 2010

    It sounds like this was a profound experience for you. You deserve to get everything you want in life. I'm sure your mind will be "healed."

    Wishing you well,

  8. I believe there's a lot we don't understand in this world. But I also believe God is working in you. I haven't had anything like this happen, but it has sometimes seemed that my recovery was getting supernatural help. Hugs to you.

  9. I believe you, JBR. My sister and I have both experienced this before. Scary but a great grace. Satan is flailing wildly because he knows he's going down. You are in my prayers, God is in control.

  10. AnonymousMay 24, 2010

    JBR what a honor to glimpse into what many do not see. I would be scared also. As we know this battle is waged in the minds of humanity, through whom; events in the physical world are transacted. We're spiritual beings inside a physical body; the war waged is in the battlefield of our minds. Satan is conducting a war in the spiritual realm, engaging our minds in the battle. Satan and his fallen angels accomplish many evil things in the spiritual realms, by lies and deception, appealing to our fallen nature. JBR you may not know what's happening right now, but don't fight what you've seen. God Bless.

  11. If it's being revealed to you then He's going to give you the strategies needed for complete victory.

  12. Our God is mighty and powerful...and nothing can separate us from His great love....

  13. to be honest you lost me here kid, but that’s ok too!! What ever it takes for YOU....my beliefs are different to be sure but I feel close enough to you via our blogging to be honest with you...after all I am Just Being Real!!! All the best always dear one and keep going on your journey to your freedom.

  14. God has you cradled in His arms. He is protecting you.

  15. stuck-in-the-middleMay 25, 2010

    What an experience. God's in it with you. Hang in there.

  16. AnonymousMay 25, 2010

    By the way, I think it's AWESOME that you went to the same high school as Paul Simon and Art Garfunkel! For me, they're the greatest alumni ever (I'm a HUGE fan, if you couldn't tell).

  17. AnonymousMay 25, 2010

    I am so excited to read this.

    2 Timothy 1:7 (NKJV)
    For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.

    The glimpses God is giving you into the spirit realm aren't something that any of us should fear. God permits us to see these things to help us understand what His Spirit is doing in our lives (and others), and to reveal to us the tactics of the enemy so that we'll recognize him when he comes.

    Rejoicing with you that you're 'this' close.


  18. Thank you all for your comments.

    I am still awe struck with what happened yesterday. I was home for lunch and all morning I have been praying in the Spirit, crying out to God to heal my memories as I have been growing tired of the day in and day out of negative thoughts. I had just gotten up from my computer to go and check on Zeb (my bird) when I was hit with "this vision" which I hate using that term.

    Whatever transpired so briefly yesterday was God just showing me how much of a stronghold the enemy still has on my thoughts.

    I know it was God showing me, as what I was seeing was not tormenting, but just a 'snapshot' to what is going on. If it was tormenting, then I would say satan produced the "vision."

  19. I have had way too many experiences like that to not believe you. I have a feeling God is really gonna start taking you places...

  20. JBR,

    Please help me spread the word of a sister in Christ who so desperately needs help with a limited amount of time left.


    Love and Hugs ~ Kat

  21. Hi, JBR! Thank you for the kind comment about Kathy's (my sister) conversion. It lifted her heart to read the wonderful comments everyone read. She's the sister I spoke about in the comment above. Now I only have one brother left that is away from God (hopefully not for long).

    I have a dog named Zeb. You and I are the only people I know with pets called Zeb. In my dog Zeb's case Zeb is short for Zebedee from the Bible. Yes, I named my dog after someone from the Bible, I figured Zebedee wouldn't mind :)