"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Thursday, November 24, 2011


It has been a rough last week. Besides my health issues, my brother and sister in law came in to town last night for a few days for Thanksgiving. Staying with me. How I looked forward to just taking four days of rest during this holiday. Ain't gonna happen.

I am trying hard to function and keep secret my physical aliment of dealing with Neuropathy.

I do not want my family to know what is going on with me. Especially my mum. I am so tired and exhausted every day and cannot wait to sleep.

Will have to manage putting up a front with everyone that everything is well with me. For them to know, will only make matters worse. I do not need that.

The more I read up on Neuropathy, the "specific" symptoms I have are never mentioned. Meaning where I am experiencing this burning sensation. They never list the face, eyes, neck, ears. Mainly the legs feet arms. I am also extremely dizzy. All the meds I take cause dizziness and tiredness. I feel worse then before.

It is extremely difficult to make it through work now. I get so fatigued.

I sent out for testing a sample of my detox foot pads that I have been recently using. To test for toxin/parasite metals such as Mercury, Aluminum, Arsenic, Barium, Cadmium just to name a few. Will be curious of the results. Toxins can very well play a 'big' part into my symptoms.

Attempting to do sauna as well to get toxins out.

Praying for a "Major Miracle" here!!


  1. Hang in there, JBR! There is an answer out there somewhere! Keep looking!
    I'm sorry that you can't rest over this holiday. It sounds like you really need it! Here's a question though....If your brother and sister in law knew you were feeling bad...would they leave sooner?
    Have a happy Thanksgiving, JBR! I'm thankful for you!

  2. JBR I am so sadden to read your struggle with your health. I pray for a healing. I also hope the results from the test will be positive. God Bless and Happy Thanksgiving.

  3. I hope they figure out what is going on soon. Try to have a Happy Thanksgiving.

  4. HI JBR - I so understand. My neuropathy hurts a lot. I pray for a miracle for us both.
    Love Gail

  5. JBR,
    I thought the neuropathy symptoms you're having sounded odd too. My dad has it (diabetes related) and it usually affects the extremities first. I hope the doctor looks further into your symptoms. I am praying for you. I'm sorry that you aren't getting a chance to rest up over the long weekend - it sounds like you could use the extra rest.

    Sending you a big hug :)

  6. Praying the doctors will find the source of this medical issue.

    Praying for you girl!! Happy Thanksgiving.

  7. Oh girl, you truly are having a rough patch. Big big hug. Keep you in my thoughts.


  9. Hon I'm sorry for your pain. I so enjoy your blog of how your being healed. Your such an encouragement.

  10. ((((JBR)))

  11. Your illness may be troublesome. But we do have a God who can over come it dear JBR. I leave you with Psalm 18:2 The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge. He is my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.

  12. Thanks for sharing your blog and profile. Stating you've been abused I can relate.

  13. That is way to much for you to handle when your not feeling well. Praying for your Major Miracle.

  14. JBR checking up on you. I'm concerned for your health. God Bless.

  15. Thank you all for your concern. Unfortunately the meds only help some what with the pain, not a cure. Still burning.

  16. pretending is very tiring too. Hiding what we have inside, be it our health or emotions is draining

  17. I'm sorry to hear about your health issues and hope you get better soon. Take gentle care ((JBR))

  18. Bless you. I hope the doctors get to the bottom of this very soon, don't loose hope. Be realistic about what you can and cannot do and try and be gentle with yourself. This won't last forever, God has a plan for this. Praying for strength and healing.

  19. Praying for a right diagnosis and that you will be healed of this awful "burning sensation." Take care JBR. God bless.

  20. I'm so sorry, JBR. I'm praying for a Major Miracle for you too. It's hard to go through the holidays not feeling well. Praying that you'll have a wonderful and blessed holiday season.

  21. Precious one~

    I am sorry that you are in such pain. Praying for God's healing hand upon you. Don't give up....the healing will come!

    "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!" Philippians 4:13