"When we live in isolation we can begin to think that an unhealthy situation is normal!" - Beth Moore
The above statement was frighteningly true for me. I lived this way a good part of my early life after my parents divorced and I shut down emotionally. Isolated myself literally in my bedroom during my teenage years into my late twenties. Was so very angry and hurt. I lost out so much of my youth and socially. What I was living to me was normal. When I would be exposed to the outside world and have some sort of a relationships, I would be questioned "what is wrong with you?" Or, "why are you not reacting normal to something." All I knew was this is how I was. Scared and protected. That was normal.
And here comes the "But."
BUT....... Now I am breaking free from my past! Even though it is hard to see right now God giving back somehow what I lost, I know He does love me and cares for me enough to want to do this. So I hold on to that!
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23
My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.
Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.
Daddy let me be secure in You only!