As discussed in t. today, I still have issues with unforgiveness. How I was treated seven months ago when I was laid off from my job.
I relayed to my t. that usually once a week I am triggered really bad with anger towards how I was handled by the "higher ups" there. Resulting in not owning up to my anger on this situation. Making excuses that "good came out of them letting me go." Yeah, good did come out. But what was done to me was not fair regardless. That is where I cut off.
Not experiencing the raw emotions of dealing with my pain by yelling, hitting a pillow, crying etc. I had not really done that. To the full extent accepting in my heart, "Yeah, I was treated unfairly and screwed over." Revealing that "I am still very ticked at some people at my last job."
So, I have a tough assignment ahead. An assignment that will eventually lead to more freedom and forgiveness as I process and let them go.
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23
My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.
Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.
Daddy let me be secure in You only!