I have never been in such a fierce battle these days. The Word of God in my life is being tested Big Time. I am not always successful in bringing up the promises of God right away. As fear dominates. It takes me longer to come around at times. But, I thank God that I finally do.
During those times it is very difficult emotionally for me. Trust issues, even with God are hard. It seems I recover then tailspin. Recover, then tail spin. Losing at times all sense of direction and hope.
Anyway, this praise and worship band came to my rescue one day last week. They are from Joseph Prince's Singapore Church called New Creation. They blessed me and the Holy Spirit filled my room at home during their praise and worship time on TBN.
I share this particular song, as the words are powerful and I am sure we all can relate.
"Lord I need Your rest in me to increase"
No longer striving, no longer stressed
In You, my Jesus, I’ve found my rest
No longer toiling, hard labour ceased
For You’ve assured me
Your open arms held nothing back
Your life for mine
You overpaid my debt
Free in Your love
I have found my rest
Your heart’s delight
Is to see me blessed
You’ve given me peace all around
Now I’m enjoying
This grace I’ve found
Health in my body, joy in my soul
Jesus, my future is filled with hope
Words & music by Aaron Tabensky, Sean Goh
Copyright 2010 New Creation Church, Singapore