and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23
My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.
Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.
Daddy let me be secure in You only!
Tuesday, September 10, 2013
"The whole key for me was uncovering and discovering how my belief system about myself and the world, had formed. As I replaced the lies with the truth, the coping methods fell away; because I didn’t need them anymore." Darlene Ouimet
Now, that I am believing more of the truth of who I am in Christ, my dependence can fall on my Heavenly Daddy. Not saying that this is an easy thing.....it is not. I still very much struggle. Especially with feeling of rejection and fear. Coming and going into and through the pain of my past of hurts of fears and feelings of rejection and abandonment is still very difficult for me. It hurts and scares my little one something awful in fear of the sting of rejection.
At times I can even see in my mind's eye a little girl in a hand-me-down dress, straggly hair, dirty face standing and looking and feeling scared, alone and abandoned. Me.
But, at least now I know I have a purpose and a goal in my Daddy as I heal more and more. Conforming more and more to His image and my destiny.
My little girl is finding the fears of rejection and abandonment the hardest to heal. Her earthly daddy really hurt her.
The sexual abuse from her older brother she came to terms with. But, the strongholds of feelings of rejection and abandonment remain really very very very hard and painful to face and heal from.
My little girl wants that awful sick, riled up feelings she feels daily in her stomach to one day cease! Forever! When that happens, we both will know then we have arrived to freedom!!!!!!!
There is going to have to be a Divine supernatural breaking in me! Because in my own little pea brain of humanness, this pain is so unbearable at times, I cannot see a way out myself.