"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Monday, September 23, 2013


Even though things are pretty much going 'okay' for me for the most part.....still my heart is aching and hurting from fears of surrendering totally to my Heavenly Daddy. Fearing the worst outcome a 'human' mind can expect. Fighting with my 'human' mind, that only things can get better with totally depending on my Heavenly Daddy. Despite whatever is put forth in front of me....He goes with me.

I know what He requires of me. It has been coming for the past year. My little girl is scared to let go in this one particular area of trust.....She fears the pain will be so unberable.


  1. I can hear the struggle in your words, and know that you will get there in due time. One day, you will surrender entirely. In the meantime, be patient and gentle with yourself.

  2. The pain will not be unbearable because Jesus has already bared the brunt of it on the cross. It will hurt but He is right there with you, shielding you from most of the hurt.

    In time, you will be able to do this. Praying and praying for you hon.

  3. Our carnal mind will tell us many things Grace, but nothing can compare to the mind of Christ who loves us dearly. He is a warrior who says 'In me you have peace'. Fear does not contain peace, so anything that causes you to fear is not from God.
    God bless you

  4. Little girl, the pain of fearing the pain
    is a whole lot worser
    than the pain of the pain
    ....like ripping of a band-aid slow and agonizing
    instead of a quick jerk.
    And Jesus will kiss your boo boo
    and make it all better
    You are safe, sweetie.
    (gently drying your tears)
    love and tender hugs,

  5. Wishing you freedom from that fear, Grace. Hugs to you.

  6. Hi love, surrendering and trusting are not the same. You have your own will, always. It is when we ally with God so that our choices for ourself ally with His for us, we are then one with Him.
    Love Gail

  7. I know I've mentioned this book before....but I have learned that in facing the hard stuff...God always has a plan. Hinds Feet on High Places is one I read over and over again. It's a trust thing. I know that YOU KNOW that our Heavenly Daddy is trustworthy....but as you know well, our being human gets in the way. I will pray that you can move beyond this place...and go where you need to go. He is more than able to conquer this area. Hang on to Him, Grace....He will lead you!

  8. wishing you an awesome Friday. Hope it's the best. :)