"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Thursday, April 02, 2009


This will be brief. Brain dead!

The picture above shares how I feel tonight coming from Group.

This mental exhaustion is killing me!

You think you have it all under control, then God throws you a ‘caring’ left hook in getting you to open up 'a bit' about stuff you don't want to talk about. And this is only the beginning!

Emotional surgery ain't fun, but if it fixes you in the end, then it is worth it!

Down for the count now…..but soon will recover, to begin afresh next time by His Grace! I cannot wait for the day of my freedom, however long it takes!

Until later……off to process and get some Zzzzzzz.....


  1. one baby step at a time,just remember we ALL crawled befor we were walking.

  2. I will pray for you and strength for this Friday. God will get you through. God bless you love Tanya

  3. I'm sure you will recover.
    I've been there.
    I have already feel so tired that I almost spend tho whole day sleeping.
    You will be fine. Trust me.

  4. I just want to remind you to do a blood test. I fear anemia or something like that.
    I'm predisposed to it. It's good to search for some physical causes from time to time.
    Two things I have to care: iron and potassium.
    The lack of this too can really knock me out.
    I'm not saying this is your problem. Just remembering of physical problems that are underestimated.

  5. There are some things that feel like torture to have to talk about. I can relate to the mental exhaustion.

  6. stuck-in-the-middleApril 03, 2009

    I'm sorry you had a rogh evening. You are strong, it will take time. Relax for now.

  7. Emotional Surgery....GOOD name for it! LOL!

    Its so worth it! Its so awesome that you took that first step!

  8. You are so positive, even when things are bad. I am sorry it has been a rough evening.Get some rest now.

  9. group is always so difficult! hope you got some rest..... about those headaches...my "T" said "possibly" on the new alters. i'm going to get checked out by my Dr. just to be sure nothing serious is going on. safe hugs to you from us.

  10. "Jesus love me this I know.... Little ones to him belong... they are weak, but He is strong..." What a marvelous truth! And such a comfort. Praying for you!

  11. Barbara Jean, thank you for your prayers!
    Rainbow, hoping the doctors will be able to figure out what is causing those headaches and be able to aliviate the pain.
    Wanda, really nice to see you here! Thank you for your visit and encouragement.
    Hannah, glad to see you again! Blessings!
    Stuck-My faithful follower, thank you!
    AD, I know you are struggling big time, so I certainly do know you can relate.
    Ana, thank you for the visit. I left you a response on your blog.
    My prayer warrior Tanya, thank you.
    Mike, you are right, baby steps!