Reverted to 'my little girl' a lot of the time today in t. Was a tough session. 'My little girl' finds it extremely difficult understanding and putting words to feelings that are just not there now. Pain is evident!
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I have followed you for awhile. Are yiou struggling with MPD? You were a darling, wide eyed child, who any good mother would have loved.
ReplyDeletePraying for you precious one.
ReplyDeletei have a feeling i may be having some of the very same issues when i go to see my therapist next week not sure how to feel about it.
ReplyDeleteThere's always a rainbow after the rain. :)
ReplyDeleteJBR the struggles we endured as a child and brought over into adulthood are real. I'm sorry for your pain. Pray God would reveal many things to your heart during this time. You're very worthy of his love. Remember that. Robin
ReplyDeletethose feelings that don't have words... i know them....
ReplyDeleteSometimes it's better not to speak but to absorb what's being ministered to you.
ReplyDeleteThey have words you just haven't hit on the right combination for them yet. But you will kiddo, you will.
ReplyDeleteHang in there JBR!
ReplyDeletepraying for you today....to feel the gentleness of His touch. In your corner, always. Sarah
ReplyDeleteThe journey from pain to peace is sometimes long. I will remember you today in prayer. Take care. Emotional pain is something people can't see. I'm glad you have this blog.
ReplyDeleteJesus, knowing what our day holds, speaks the truth to us. He tells us to not let our emotions fly about today, creating an unstable and troubled heart. Instead, our trustworthy Lord tells us to focus our attention on Him. God Bless.
ReplyDelete(((((hugs))))))
ReplyDeletepraying for you JBR and a big hug to you as you go on this journey.
ReplyDeleteMay God sustain you with His strength...You will overcome because of His grace. Blessings to you.
ReplyDeleteI know I have said this before, but not matter how old we are, we are still 3, and 4 and 5 and 6....all those ages are still inside of us. If we have not taken those wounds to God for healing, they are still there, and do affect, effect (can't remember which is correct) :) And even when they are healed we have patterns that we have learned to live by because of them. What a journey we are on, but if we ignore all the junk from our past, (many do) we stay in those patterns of living. I can see you know it is safe to look, though painful.
ReplyDeleteThank you all for your comments. B/t/w the picture is not of me. :)
ReplyDeleteWhen this painful work is all over, you will see the little girl part of you laughing and finally enjoying all of life. I promise!
ReplyDeleteLee Ann
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ReplyDelete((((hugs)))) to that little girl. Her pain is so raw, it's hard to handle more than just a little at a time.
ReplyDeleteI agree with Lisa Marie... just a tiny scoop at at time, until you are able to handle bigger bites... blessings, dear one!
ReplyDeletewow, this post was an eye-opener.
ReplyDeleteI am almost always in my "little girl" when with T. It never occurred to me that it might not be that way, but obviously for some people it is not.
A few weeks ago I had a session in which we just talke the entire time. There was no EMDR or DNMS an no periods of silence. I was able to make eye contact, I notice, as well. When I left, I felt as if I had done something wrong. I couln't figure out why I felt that way, but I think it has to do with feeling like I was ignoring the little girl.
Thanks for this post, I believe I needed to see it.