"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Tuesday, February 16, 2010


I am hurting tonight.

Roller coaster ride again. It is amazing I can be okay, then the next minute it is down hill. I know it is all part of the journey. UGH! Hate it!

This song shares what I am feeling and desiring. No need for me to write a post, as the words to this song says what I would have written.

I cannot wait until I am put back together!

You say you're falling apart
Reached the end of the line
Just looking for your place in an ordinary life
No one calls you friend
No one even knows your name
You just want to feel loved instead of all the pain

You no longer have to say
No one's listening anyway

Come here and cry on my shoulder
I'll hold you 'til it's over
I'll rescue you tonight
Let My arms be your shelter
Your hiding place forever
I'll love you
more than life

You're wearing a frown
Given up on hope
My heart is reaching out
More then you will ever know
Is your burden too much?
Is it more then you can bear?
I'll help carry the load if you're willing to share

You have had some hard times
Had thorns placed in your side
I know about what you've been going through
tears of pain are falling down
It hurts so bad you're crying out
Your problems won't last forever
Let Me put you back together


  1. I know this song! Thanks for sharing. hang in there. you aren't alone, and i'm glad you are sitting with your hurt. That helps us learn from it, you know?


  2. The good thing about roller coasters is that they always come back up again. Hang in there, you'll make it, I'm sure.

    Wishing you well,

  3. Sitting with you. I'm sorry for your pain. I believe in your healing.

  4. it is amazing how it happens, how we can go from happy to drenched in sadness in a split of a second, a song, a place, a thought, a memory can bring us there. Remembering that it will soon ends helps.

    Hoping you find shore again

  5. JBR,
    Just stopped by to give you a hug....((JBR)).
    The song lyrics are really good.


  6. Stopped by to let you know I am praying for you.
    This is a wonderful healing song.
    Hug and loves to you dear one.

  7. You are loved, my friend. Hugs and understanding to you xx

  8. He loves you so very, very much. I love you, and so many others do too.

  9. Soorry for your pain. Feel better. May the love of God embrace you as in the picture.

  10. JBR,

    Praying for you that in time all the pieces will finally be put back in place. The person that you will be after its all said and done will be much different and much stronger than you were before. Along the way, you are helping so many that find themselves in a similar situation and you are showing them hope that they can do this, get through it and there is light at the end.

    Love and Hugs ~ Kat

  11. I can truly understand how you feel. God will take you through. Just keep hanging in there. Things will get better.

  12. I don't know the song you posted but it speaks volumes! Thanks so much for sharing it.
    As you can see, I don't leave the "normal" comments on your blog. The thought I had this morning is how grateful I am for you. I hate that you are in so much pain, as I hate it for myself also. On the other hand, I feel like through the pain of all this muck and mire we are on a journey together, holding hands, sitting at the end of our couches just talking and sharing. That somehow thrills my soul and makes it easier for me, for I know that roller coaster ride you refer to all too well.
    My daughter that I'm living with knows me very well and picks up immediately when that dark cloud starts to loom over my head, and I've given her permission to ask me that question, "Mom, are you okay today?"
    And I can finally be honest and tell her, "NO," I'm not okay today and then the talking begins which has proven to be very beneficial to us both. Your blogs are somehow, and I don't have this figured out entirely, bringing me healing. I am so grateful to you and to God. I am praying for you always. xxxooo Janie