"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Tuesday, March 30, 2010


My Spirit has been so uneasy since yesterday.

Woke up still with the uneasiness.

And I have been praying in the Spirit constantly since then, because I feel really troubled. Asking God to either release what is troubling me or show me what I need to do. Which I feel is "trust Him."

Some things came up yesterday at work dealing with 'making matters worse than they are,' and 'changes.'

These situations I had no control over. Both do involve me. One of them is an executive decision, the other, I totally understand where this person is coming from and their response does not surprise me, but troubles me and shows me they still struggle in their own growth in their journey to freedom.

I am an innocent bystander in both these situations, and watched how things unfolded but nevertheless, they affect my Spirit.

I need to work through what I am feeling.....


  1. Hi JBR,
    We don't always have to work through our feelings, as they are fickle and unreliable.
    Trusting in God, though, as you said, is the best thing to do. Let Him carry the burden, recognize that He is in control of the changes and worsened situation, and let not your heart be troubled.
    God bless

  2. stuck-in-the-middleMarch 30, 2010

    Hang in there JBR, God will lead you.

  3. JBR what a blessing to be in touch with the Holy Spirit as you described. You seem to be so open to what his leading. He'lll show you. God Bless.

  4. Sometimes God shows me in a way I can understand what is troubling me and sometimes it just passes without my understanding. Either way I know God is in charge. I trust. You do too. All will be well.


  5. I will keep you in my prayers, dear friend.

  6. Thank you for all your sweet comments on arise 2 write. Know that I have NOT forgotten about you. You are ALWAYS in my thoughts and prayers. It has been crazy around here the last week or so.

  7. Praying for you, and loving you.

  8. Praying for peace.....