What I am discovering since my Spirit is more open to let God in, I have been noticing when I am under the anointing, that is where some of my "deep" healing takes place.
Under the anointing, I find I am more emotionally connected to my feelings then ever. I believe this is due to not being totally in control of myself. . . . . . He is.
That being said, I do not resist as much. Grant it, while in the Spirit, I do find I occasionally fight back and forth in my minds thinking of my past emotional pain. But, I think He brings some of these emotional pains to light, in order for me to face them and to let me know simply, "That He Knows and Cares and He Is With Me As We Work On The Pain Together."
If you have time, please listen to this song.
I was especially ministered to by this one part below. I hope it does also to any of you who struggle with shame:
"Lord, this desert is killing me
My throat's dry from screaming Your name
I want to come home but the sands of time surround me
The dirt's finally covered my shame"
I cannot believe I'm this dirty
I'm ashamed to even ask to be clean
'Cause I can't think of anyone less worthy
I have nothing to offer or to bring
I throw myself on Your mercy
I throw myself at Your feet
I throw my filth on the grace
of One who's beauty is beyond me
And I wait
And I wait
I'm not even sure how I got here
Wondered to this darkness from Your light
I still remember walking in the garden with You
Now I'm just stumbling through this night
I throw myself on Your mercy
I throw myself at Your feet
I throw my filth on the grace
of One who's beauty is beyond me
And I wait
And I wait
Chorus:
I wait for Your rain to fall
The waves of Your grace wash over me
I wait for Your rain to fall
Strange how forgiveness comes so easily
When I call Your name
And wait for Your rain
Lord, this desert is killing me
My throat's dry from screaming Your name
I want to come home but the sands of time surround me
The dirt's finally covered my shame
So I throw myself on Your mercy
I throw myself at Your feet
I throw my filth on the grace
of One who's beauty is beyond me
And I wait
Awesome my friend.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing that beautiful song. I have never heard that one before. Aaba Father is so amazing.
ReplyDeleteBlessings and Hugs,
Tammy
A wonderful message. Jil
ReplyDeleteI love the fresh atmosphere after it just rained. To be reminded how we are washed by His mercy and grace and all the dirt be washed away, it's truly worth the wait. Thank you for sharing this beautiful song. Have a great weekend JBR. May His rain completely wash away your pain and His healing cover you.
ReplyDeleteso right. we have to let go in order to heal and move forward. hugs and love!
ReplyDelete"That He Knows and Cares and He Is With Me As We Work On The Pain Together."
ReplyDeleteHow true that is and what a comfort to know!
Blessings~
Laura
I love what I am seeing in you JBR... sometimes when I am overly stressed or tired or worn out, I ask myself, 'how would I be feeling if I knew He were coming back today", what would I be doing and thinking?? It kind of jerks me up quickly. As it is... life is a process, and His process is happening in you. I hear it and I love it!
ReplyDeleteBe encouraged!
Hugs!
Sonja
Hi
ReplyDeletethe song and video are beautiful and so hopeful. thanks for sharing it.
Love Gail
peace.....
Definite a well meaning post and vid. Gets to the heart of the matter. God Bless.
ReplyDeleteThis is a new song for me...love the message! Praying for His rain to drench us....
ReplyDeleteThank you for your kind visit and encouraging words... all the best to you on your journey forward.
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