"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Thursday, April 14, 2011



I have two seconds to check my blog as right now my computer at work is being closed down and packed. I am really touched by you of your comments to me. I truly am. I cannot tell you how this helps me emotionally! You guys are the best. Thank you.

Thank you all for your support and prayers from my previous post.

I have been really relying on God more than ever this week to get through. I really do not know how I have been holding on, if it was not for Him! Feeling so barren and weak.

This week has been very stressful. Besides dealing with my emotional self, exhaustion, tears, trouble sleeping, having my monthly cramps/headache, feeling agitated, our department (ll people in all) is moving.

I have been packing, lifting, moving schlepping stuff, along with my co-workers, some 18 miles further away back and forth since yesterday. Today and tomorrow will be even busier. In order to be fully moved in on Monday. Not guaranteeing anything will be working properly, including myself.

Meanwhile, desperately holding on to what little emotional stability still remains. Fighting reverting back to my La La Land in order to suppress what is going on around and in me. Trying to let life just happen, without blocking it. I continue to choose to let the healing continue......

I am determined, no matter what!


  1. Sending up prayers for you.

  2. Trying to let life just happen without blocking it...I like that JBR. Thinking of you and the big move. Hope all goes OK for you despite the stress of it all. hugs

  3. That's my girl. Such determination. You're going to make it JBR. You have the right source to get you through. God Bless.

  4. Honey get rest if you need it. and dealing with the stuff of our lives is a hard but necessary journey, but sometimes we just need a break...can you do something fun, something you love?

    praying you experience God's love in a real and tangible way today.

  5. I loved that last line, my friend :) With Jesus beside you, remember that you are an unstoppable force and that the enemy has no power over you. I am backing you up in prayer. God bless you, JBR!

  6. I agre with mary about the last line
    i understand your hurt
    had to go back to dr yesterday
    it sucks!

  7. Continuing to hold you up in prayer. You are doing a remarkable job JBR.

  8. Blessings!!! Hope your day today will be filled with happiness!!!

  9. Just put one foot in front of the other and keep the faith. There is incredible fight in you.

  10. Sending prayers and love to you!



  11. ((HUGS)) Always here for you and I know you have the strength to weather every storm.

  12. Hi JBR,
    Hold tightly onto the Lord for He is your strength. I am praying for you.

    God bless you,

  13. Dear JBR,

    I'm just catching up... So sorry to hear of your struggles. Still, the attitude and spirit of your last post inspires me. You are indeed a remarkable person. I will keep you in my prayers.

  14. JBR you are such an encouragement! With all that you have and are going through you still keep trying and trying and trying! God bless your sweet heart!

    Praying and praying for you so often,

  15. Stay determined and never, ever give up!

  16. That is courage...to face it unabashed.

  17. You are so true to the title of your blog, "Just Be Real" and I am proud of you.