"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Wednesday, May 11, 2011


Feeling worthless equals Road Rage!!!!!!!!!!!!

The traffic is only a trigger. Road Rage is the worst for me. If I felt good about myself, this stuff would not bother me. But, this has been a really bad week for me, and I am just not feeling good about myself.

Lord I do not want to die prematurely.

You have given me once again a visible warning manifesting on my body. Something I better really think about.


  1. It's an insight at least JBR. Driving in bad traffic can be just the last straw sometimes. For me, it's the same if I've had a hard day and there's something wrong with the subway, and people just pile up seething with frustration, no one getting anywhere.

    Hope you have a calming evening.

  2. Stress will do it. Take care JBR.

  3. My road rage is me talking to them usually saying, "are you kidding me?"
    and then I mumble to myself about what idiots they are but at the same time im sure ive been that idiot!

  4. Traffic can be really stressful. (((JBR)))

    Wishing you well,

  5. I hear you. There is the world we live in (our temporal reality). Then there is the TRUTH. We know unconditional love. We know where we are going for eternity. But boy......sometimes it seems like we have a foot in both worlds and cn be dizzying.

  6. Hi JBR, traffic can get to me too at times.
    God bless and keep your eyes on Him.

  7. traffic can be that last piece of straw on a camels back... but know, nothing lasts forever. feel better, stronger, relaxed soon...

  8. AnonymousMay 12, 2011


  9. JBR sorry for your rage. Probably something more deep inside you being released. Praying for a safe environment to release the pain rather on the highway. God bless.

  10. I hope you feel better soon. Be careful with road rage!

  11. (((HUGS)))

    I hope you have a better day tomorrow. Just breathe in and relax.

  12. Don't you hate it when we see fruit like that manifest? I had a car full of kids almost hit me the other day. I was crying and thanking God for His protection then in the same breath wanted to slam on brakes because the kids were tailing me. Mercy! God help us.

    I do pray you'll have breakthrough and have your focus on Him alone.

    Love & hugs,

  13. I always see crazy drivers around me but what's hard is to try to be slow to anger and reacting in bad ways as my son who is learning to drive now, is observing me. I don't want to teach him to be a "crazy driver". But that has to start within me. Take care JBR. God bless and protect you.

  14. JBR, love from my heart to yours. Well, you got in insight out ;-)))) that is something to start into the next round. Allow yourself to be tired, exhausted and take very very good self care. Love from my heart to yours!

  15. Praying for peace to flood your heart JBR. Hugs to you!

  16. Hang in there. I'm praying for God to wrap His unfailing love around you so that you can't help but feel it. And He is faithful!

  17. I'm praying for you, my friend. I know you are going through tough times and I just wanted you to know that I am thinking about you. God bless you, Dear One.

  18. AnonymousMay 15, 2011

    my mother suffers from road rage. she can get angry at the littliest things. not good for her.

  19. JBR I'm worried about you. God Bless.

  20. Road rage is becoming more and more aggressive as everyone is trying to get to where they're going. Just ignore it, and be safe.