"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Saturday, July 02, 2011

ROUGH TIME

Have been having a rough time these days with my issues.

Yesterday, I had to help my mum up literally from an enama insertion and that she just barely made it to the bathroom. She is still weak. She will be having her operation end of August some time for the removal of the cancerous growth on her kidney that the doctor's discovered while she was in the hospital last week for heart problems.

I am at work trying to catch up and also take my mind off some things for the moment.

I am trying not to live with dread wondering what the "next phone call" from her will be. God help!!

Want to thank you all for your kind words of support and prayers.

10 comments:

  1. JBR I'm sorry you're having a rough time. Keep in mind that you'll not be in this spot forever. This to will pass. God Bless.

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  2. AnonymousJuly 02, 2011

    HANG ON. I HAVE BEEN READING SOME OF YOUR PAST POSTS AND RESPONDING TO THEM. YOU'VE BEEN THROUGH A HELL AND HIGH WATER. SOMETIMES WE DON'T KNOW WHY WE GO THROUGH DIFFICULT TIMES EXTENSIVELY. KEEP THE FAITH THAT YOU HAVE. ITS BROUGHT YOU THIS FAR.

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  3. May God continue to sustain you with His strength and comfort. I pray for His divine wisdom and discernment over you. Take care of yourself JBR and though not easy, what an act of love it is indeed to be there for your mom. God bless.

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  4. HI JBR - So, so sorry to her of your Mom's serious health issues. I understand how overwhelming it all is for everyone. Remember to take time to 'balance'
    Love to you
    Gail
    peace.....

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  5. Hi JBR,

    I am so sorry to hear all of this stuff going on! I am continuing to pray for you and your mum!

    Praying,
    <><

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  6. JBR I am so sorry you are having such a rough time. Life can feel so unfair and overwhelming. r Your faith is strong. I know sometimes we wonder "How much more?" I do believe God does care and as hard as it is sometimes that is all we have to hang on to. Praying for you.

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  7. I can only imagine what you are going through. Hugs and prayers.

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  8. JBR, thinking of you ever so often even when not so often online. I cannot imagine how hard this might be on you. I do however know that 2 years ago you would have not managed. I truly believe you would have had a much tougher time, not being able to rely on this bettered, changed and weathered yourself. Much love. Paula

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  9. It sounds like this is a very difficult and scary time for you. I'm so sorry that you're going through this. But I hope you recognize the strength you have to get through this. Not everyone can do what you have already done and continue to do. I am really impressed.

    Wishing you well,
    NOS

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  10. So praying that this will be
    a surprising time of massive grace
    that rolls you deeper into gentle
    rest and trust....just aliveness
    that brings you into places you've
    only dreamed of before.
    Huge peace and rest to you, dear one.
    Loving and lifting you,
    Jen

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