"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Monday, November 07, 2011

DARK TIME

I feel I am going through a very very very dark time in my life now.

If "Only" wishing I was a little more ahead in my journey of God's love. Because having and believing in my heart fully that He loves me would make this dark time much easier to bear and less frightening. The fear is the worst!! But, then again, I feel it impressed on my heart this major darkness I am going through is only the beginning to "God's love and comfort." Yep. Hard to explain. I just know that I know, that without pain and struggles, I will NOT be able to experience His love. Even though I want to "rush" this process, as the pain is really painful (emotional and physical), and oh so very scary. . . .I cannot.

"Lord meet me where I am at!!!"

15 comments:

  1. JBR my heart grieves for you as you struggle. I'm praying that God does just what you ask, that he meets you where you're at. God Bless.

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  2. praying for you today.

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  3. Healing is so slow and painful. I feel for you because I am in a dark spot too. Will continue to pray for you. Wanda

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  4. JBR...you are strong and a survivor. You will make it through this. God will be your peace. I'm sorry it is so hard for you now.

    Flannery

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  5. JBR-
    it is when it is the darkest that we can see most clearly,the stars.
    Love Gail
    peace....

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  6. Hang in there! God is on your side...

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  7. So sorry for your physical pain (hope that's better) and for your emotional and spiritual pain. Am

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  8. Praying for your healing in all these areas.

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  9. Wishing you all the strength and wisdom God can provide ((JBR)))

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  10. I'M SORRY JBR. JUST SHOWS YOUR GETTING CLOSER TO THE KINGDOM OF GOD AND WHAT HE WANTS TO USE YOU FOR. HANG IN THERE JBR. HANG IN THERE.

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  11. Oh, JBR! It's hard to patiently wait for healing, I can relate! My prayers are with you, my friend. The thing is...it's probably best that our healing comes over time. The "shock" of God's reality (versus our own false world) would more than likely overwhelm us if He didn't prepare us first.

    Hugs!!

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  12. Praying that God will give you peace during this difficult time.

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  13. May Gods peace surpass any attack from the enemy. Your a child of God and have more strength in you than he who is in the earth.

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  14. Praying for you during this painful time...

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