My soul desire is to become deeply planted in Christ. And it is happening!
My Heavenly Daddy slowly continues to specifically do a deep cleaning of removing one of my deepest roots....."shame." Replacing the shame fragments a little bit at a time with His love.
Unfortunately, my mum tries to use "shame" to this day to control me. But, now I stand up to her. My father, I do not believe did it for control. He was a frustrated man. He had more of a critical, judgmental, and demeaning spirit. Bringing on fear. Which would eventually bring shame upon my little girl.
These days when I am in the Presence of my Heavenly Daddy, a little bit more of His deep cleaning of that infected area around my little girl's heart is healed. Hallelujah!
I encourage any of you today who need a deep cleaning to let Him minister to your pain and mend your broken heart. It is not going to be pleasant. You have to be willing! You have to be serious! You have to be down-right tired of the way your life, or that particular area is winning. Zapping who you are, your joy, your health your relationship with your Heavenly Father.
There will be endless times you will want to quit. As you will think the pain is too unbearable. You are going to die! But during those painful times His hand is always extended. Grab as hard as you want! He can take it. God will not break.
But....... you will!
Eventually.
For the better!!
Wonderful witness of what God can do! He is a healer.
ReplyDeleteI am so glad that our Daddy loves us so He is healing us each. I loved the video.
ReplyDeleteGod is soooo good
ReplyDeleteI am happy for you! Keep pressing in because the deeper you go the deeper He brings you. It is an amazing journey, one I hope everyone would experience.
ReplyDeleteBlessings,
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There will be endless times you will want to quit. As you will think the pain is too unbearable. You are going to die! But during those painful times His hand is always extended. Grab as hard as you want! He can take it. God will not break.
ReplyDeleteBut....... you will!
Eventually.
For the better!!
JBR, this made me cry. I am so happy for you. Crying tears of joy of how good God is. This is pure truth. I pray God touches many through your amazing testimony!
Blessings,
Tammy
JBR I'm speechless. You caught me off guard with your realness and sincerity of this post. You know how to say it, when to say it, and be specific im so few little words. God bless.
ReplyDeleteTHE FIRST WORD THAT COMES TO MY MIND IS GROWTH AS I READ THIS POST. JBR YOU'VE GROWN SO MUCH OVER THE PAST YEAR I'VE BEEN FOLLOWING YOU. YOUR TESTIMONY IS IN YOUR HEALING.
ReplyDeleteI'm always encouraged when I come here. What you offer I don't think I can do. I don't think I can face the pain of my past. but I'm glad you can. I'll still come and read your posts as you encourage me.
ReplyDeleteJBR, I'm so happy for you. Your amazing strength and determination continue to inspire me daily. Thank you!
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