You all have been tremendously wonderful during my time of absence in the wilderness. I cannot express the gratitude for all your prayers, encouraging comments and emails to me.
Four years ago, I would not be able to grasp that anyone would even take the time to shoot off an email or write a comment to me. To me! Who am I? Why am I so important? Worthy? But, I believe I am all those things now. Maybe not to the full extent in my spirit that I should. But I am.
My Heavenly Daddy was with me through what seemed a major breakdown this past week. Finding myself prostate on the ground at times. Shaking uncontrollably in emotional pain. Wanting to give up! Heaving what seemed like deep salty tears. Tears which were locked up in my child for so long. So many. So many hurts and fears. But, knowing only God could understand each tear and what each represented and heal.
My faith has grown in these last months. And one thing that was constantly impressed upon me this week as I sought my Daddy's face was that I have to accept His Word (The Bible) one-hundred percent. All of His promises. Good and bad.
So, this particular journey is not finished. God's nurturing and breaking of strongholds is a continuum. So, even though I have come back with no real "great" epiphany to share, I feel I have come back stronger and closer to my God!
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23
My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.
Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.
Daddy let me be secure in You only!