and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23
My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.
Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.
Daddy let me be secure in You only!
Monday, September 10, 2012
Most my life I felt incomplete. I can safely look back now to how I emotionally survived my upbringing.
When I saw the picture above, it kind of reminded me of how I felt emotionally. Only part of me was present. Enough to give an appearance. But, emotionally I checked out and left no forwarding address many years before.
Miraculously I was saved way back in 1977 watching a Billy Graham crusade on the television. As isolated as I was, God still found me alone in my bedroom. Sealed in a tomb full of fear, anger, resentment, hatred, hurt and pain. Having the only outlet of a television and rock music for relief.
Had no clue that God was offering me love. Still in the process of experiencing and finding this out. But improving. Realizing now, my past hindered my growth in the Lord for all those years.
Unfortunately from 1977 to more or less now, my walk with God was dead. Only having the assurance up to this time of my salvation. But fortunately with t. and Godly guidance, I am healing and realizing the wonderful promises and benefits that go along with my salvation.
What is a a sure indication that I am healing is that I am so much on fire for the Lord and hunger for Him. I want my picture to be complete one day. Whole and filled in. Naturally, our complete wholeness will occur once we get to Glory.
"Being confident of this very thing, that He who has begun a good work in you will complete it until the day of Jesus Christ.” (Philippians 1:6)