Satan is relentless in trying to drag down the Warriors for Christ. Whether in body soul or mind. Or all. His attacks are meant to be deadly.
Personally speaking, I still forget who my Source is at times of stress and pressure. I tend to go into panic mode. Today was no exception. Satan has no trouble using people close, i.e. mum to get his point across. Instilling fear and guilt into me if I do not do this or that.
My mum is my biggest culprit when it comes to making me feel guilty. Although learning recently, I can transfer this false belief over onto other's who are innocent.
That being said, I took myself aside and sat myself down and had a stern talk with myself. Rebuking fear, false guilt, and condemnation. Telling myself I am not a bad person because I choose a different route and have a different perspective. Or flat out do NOT want to do it!
Unfortunately fighting off the fiery darts of the enemy, especially when he uses someone close and personal, is NOT a one time deal. In this battle there are never cease fires. We are going to have to remind satan that he is not in charge.
We need to flick satan off! Be determined in our stand against his lies and deceitfulness. Stand against him putting sickness on to our bodies and polluting our minds.