Oh wow! As I am laying in bed this morning, as clear as day a memory surfaced about my older brother (the one who died at 33). This memory has come up before and I would discard it. But, until now, it never clicked. That possibly.......
In my early 20's, at times I felt that my older brother would "come on to me." My little girl senses above all this kind of fear from the opposite sex. Her trembling body would set off the alarm. My brother had all the signs. Gawking, hugging and even kissing me a little too much. Too deep. Something was not right.
Even though I have no recollection as I do about my other brother molesting me. Who is four years older than me. This brother who would of been eleven years older than me, I cannot remember him taking advantage of me as a child. Only in my 20's I felt extremely uncomfortable with him at times.
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23
My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.
Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.
Daddy let me be secure in You only!