"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Monday, December 03, 2012


I remember in my second session with my therapist over four years ago, she gave me as an assignment. The above video to view. I was so damaged emotionally, that written assignments or something I had to read and comprehend was out of the question. So we figured visually would be better. It was not.

Up until recently, I could not relate to this video. Let alone feel somewhat of my Heavenly Daddy's love. I remember viewing the video in my living room and just going off in la-la-land. Shutting down. Then hearing the tape end in my machine. Which then jarred me back from my blank stare into reality. So, trying to review the video again, only to find the six minutes of it did not compute and I was in black out.

Today, as the Holy Spirit popped this video up while I was doing a search on something else on YouTube, I watched it once again. I was not expecting this video and the reaction it had on me.

So, now, here I am reflecting back four years ago how the words of truth meant nothing to my little girl's heart. Where now, viewing this video His words are penetrating the hurt of my little one. Connection is being made to His love. Hurt is being felt. Tears have been flowing.

God knew I was ready now and brought up this video on purpose for my next level of my journey. The healing continues. The purpose of His plan for me continues to unfolds before me.


  1. Beautiful!!!
    Praying and praying the love of Daddy just pours down on you Grace, and you are soaked through and through with His amazing love.

    Thanks for sharing hon.

  2. It's so hard to see God like this tape. It broke my heart as I try to comprehend.I know this is so simple yet so hard.

  3. May your healing come soon.

  4. Isn't god funny. Something you've forgotten about he brings to your mind of importance. Chill in his will.

  5. I am so happy for you. Hugs,

  6. That is a wonderful video, thank you for sharing it. God's timing is perfect and I am so happy that you are now seeing this in a whole new light.

  7. I am glad to hear your are healing. That is a blessing from God. This video was very timely for me as well, as it touched my heart deeply.

  8. A few years back my pastor read this outloud as part of a sermon. I had a hard time receiving it; I was in the second row and couldn't hold back the tears. After the sermon, he told me that he had thought of me when he came across it. He gave me a written copy which I have since made many copies of to hand out, and I also keep one in my Bible always. I have to say that it is easier to listen to now, but it still makes me emotional. It blows my mind how much God loves us, and I know that I don't fully comprehend it still. So glad that He keeps revealing it to us more and more! Enjoy His courting! Many blessings! Shana

  9. i guess everyone of us goes through such disturbing phases in life one way or other...
    but once we are through, then we are more confident and brave .... and you seem to be more happy too :)

  10. God knows when we are ready and able to hear him speak to us. I am glad you are now able to hear him speak in this way. Blessings JBR.