"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Sunday, December 09, 2012


Emotional healing is very hard and painful.

I am finding it very difficult to express myself. How I really feel inside. To my Heavenly Daddy whom I do not see yet by faith. But, I believe that He is with me. Knowing my deepest hurt. So now I just end up crying many times as there are no words for my pain. My form of expression to Him.


  1. JBR if there is one thing I learned and that is we Christians have safety valves that help maintain emotional health. We can pray with the assurance that God hears. We can also meditate. I also know I don't need to tell you this. JBR offer your pain at this time to Jesus.God Bless.

  2. It is heart warming how we can experience hurt and still have faith and belief.

    Thank you for sharing.


  3. I am sure that God knows what you are thinking and feeling even though you may have trouble expressing it. Hugs to you today, Grace.

  4. I`ve been crying since August..and as the months and days have come, I find I began to cry more and more, deeper and harder than ever in my entire life. It is subsiding now, the intensity, but I continue to cry each day...my family will walk in the room and say..`you crying again`.There are times I am crying in such pain AND with such joy at the same time that it`s well leaves me speechless. Healing, God`s healing is painful but as I continue to say..getting healthy does hurt, but it`s a good hurt. Ask a marathon runner, or an olympic athlete..they `hurt`but the continued to persevere..ask anyone that is fighting cancer or one in physio, it hurts..but it also brings healing....

  5. Tears are a healing balm for our soul, love you.

  6. Romans 8:26-27
    26 In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us through wordless groans. 27 And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for God’s people in accordance with the will of God.

    Daddy knows your heart hon. You keep on crying out to Him.


  7. He says all our tears are bottled in heaven. I have to believe that.

  8. Hold on girl! Just tell God whatever is on your mind. He already knows, but when you tell Him you won't be ashamed of your past as such. I've been doing that with the Lord and I feel chains are being broken. You're doing great, blessings <3

  9. Oh, JBR, Jesus knows what is in your heart even if you can't tell Him with words. And how He loves you. So very much.

  10. Even though you are weary from worry and your sadness seems like it will never cease, keep putting your trust in Him; He will stop the overwhelming grief that you feel and won't allow it to consume your life sweet friend!

    Blessings and love,

  11. Honey I'm sorry for your pain but happy for your tears and healing. When my son died a few years ago I didn't think I would endure the painful grief and tears. But God.

  12. Jesus i s saving your tear s in His bottle none of them fall to the ground. He is healing you my dearest sister

  13. Hang on. I like what Denise said about the tears being a balm. Never heard that befor.

  14. I know he holds each tear as dear
    and just keeps finishing what he started,
    sending comfort and peace.
    praying for grace to hear the whispers
    as they come.

  15. Jeus sees all your tears and they are precious to Him as you are. I'm praying you have a blessed and joyful Christmas season. Peggy

  16. Sometimes when life gets difficult, tears are all we can offer Him. Since He loves us, I believe He understands, for He holds our hearts.


  17. Hurting while healing...I wish there was another way, I think there should be because it is so unfair but I know the only way to healing is by walking through the path of pain. I too am hurting JBR and in that hurting that pain that is so deep it is a physical undescribable pain I am silenced, I cannot speak out what the pain is. I pray you find healing and I pray the tears will soothe the pain and I know the father weeps with you and is holding you safe, he understands. Hugs.