and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23
My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.
Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.
Daddy let me be secure in You only!
Thursday, January 24, 2013
I know I told you I felt in my Spirit to discontinue this blog in my last post. But, since then, such a rising of appreciation and "love" has developed for you all. Your heartfelt comments touched me. Also, at the same time, in all honesty, I felt abandoned. No fault of any of you. But, this was good observation on my part. As it was brought up in therapy tonight.
This revelation was a BIG eye opener for me tonight. I choked up as truth and reality hit me hard. My little girl was very evident tonight as she tried to share her pain from so long ago. Feeling tonight frighten (like I felt as a kid), such fear, hurt, having my heart ripped away and saddness. Unbeknownst to her, that her Heavenly Daddy came to her in the form of many little feathered colored creatures over the years. To comfort and give out the love and joy that only her little heart could accept and relate to. Remembering as a kid talking and reading little stories to her birdie as he sat on her chest as she lied down.
Not only that, since I am getting more and more in touch with my feelings, I understand the significance of certain memories now. The Lord is letting me have these certain isolation memories, but only quickly. As I believe they would be too painful for a long duration.
So, with all that being said. I was in prayer again. And I feel the Spirit is prompting me to stay on here and blog.
Only, that I will not be posting as often and only with the leading of what the Holy Spirit wants me to share from now on.
Also, my time will be limited on visiting any of your blogs like I once had.
Thank you all for your kind remarks and comments to me.
You all mean a lot to me!
I am truly blessed by your love!