and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23
My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.
Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.
Daddy let me be secure in You only!
Sunday, February 17, 2013
Do you know what hurts more than anything right now for me?
It is that I am at a place in my Spiritual walk where I so desperately WANT TO FEEL (tangibly in my heart) the assurance of my Heavenly Daddy's loving comfort when I am hurting so bad inside.
My little girl did not receive the comfort she needed so desperately as a child when hurt. If anything, she was smothered in fear and enmeshment with her mum. Earthly daddy was not around.
Now, as my little girl's hurt runs so deep and the tears gush out as the pain of the fear of abandonment and rejection are brought up within, I want her to be able to have her pain hugged by her Heavenly Daddy.
When I am hurting so bad, I want to draw on His love.....
But it is difficult to. Because I have not yet arrived at that point on my journey! Fear of trusting my Heavenly Daddy with His love.
I often think of the people that do feel God's love. As I see the comfort and love they receive in their pain from Him. And I want it too!!!