"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Thursday, April 25, 2013


I had therapy today. There are some sessions that are lighter than others. Today, was one of them.

I was in High Mode Menopause Rage. Ready to jump out of my skin and everything in my head hurts ten times worse. Especially my teeth. If you were to cut off my head, I would feel great.

Despite having one of the worst weeks ever, and starting out telling my therapist I really did not want to talk today, as I knew I was in no condition to really get deep and talk about what was really going on inside of me.

I am usually forth-coming and have no problem sharing what I am struggling with. But today I could not. Some times my physical pain overrides my emotional pain and I cannot find it to talk.

My therapist knows me well enough now to recognize when I am this way that we just go with my menopause flow and whatever happens happens.


  1. IT is normal to have ups and downs and that is also a part of our daily lives.
    Surrender your pain to God and let him heal you body soul and spirit. He is always there for you.

  2. Lifting you up to God in prayer.


  3. JBR you're entitled to rest even on your therapy day. I believe nothing is missed and something is always accomplished even if you feel its not. God Bless.

  4. Sometimes we need sessions like this - a little bit away from what we've been working on. Thinking of you and hoping you have a wonderful weekend.

  5. So sorry about that. Feel better soon. ((HUGS))

  6. Grace, I'm so sorry to hear this was a rough day for you and that you had so much pain to deal with. I hope tomorrow is a better one for you. Hugs to you.

  7. Praying you feel better quickly.

  8. go with the flow...the words hit home. Yep...great words to start the day. Hugs JBR...Be gentle with you today....

  9. Praying you're always remaining strong in His mighty power. Sometimes, I think we need to go with that flow to maybe discover what we have missed before we continue with that goal...God bless JBR!

  10. I'm so sorry you're in so much pain and that you had such a rough week. My heart goes out to you. Feel better, JBR. You're so strong.

    Be well,

  11. Praying you will find comfort in your pain with our Daddy. Hang in there JBR, hugs and blessings ♥

  12. Praying that the Lord will alleviate your menopausal symptoms, Grace. I feel for you and can relate since my symptoms are bad too. Like you, I've noticed that they seem to aggravate everything.

    Hugs and blessings!

  13. Hm, how interesting that you mentioned your teeth hurting. I'm 44, not sure if I'm in menopause but I have a head full of perfect pearly whites, yet lately they've been bothering me. Especially about the back bottom molars. In fact, I bit into something last night and came up out of my seat. I've never had a pain like that in my mouth. Today, nothing, ate and still nothing. I thought, "What is up with that?" Interesting.

    On a happier note, I hope all is well for you and that you're making headway.

  14. So true JBR, you have to just ride things out sometimes and know that it will pass.God bless.

  15. I can sure relate JBR; I find that if I try to fight it, things just get worse...I always say "It is what it is." Sometimes that is all we can do until the pain passes. ~God bless~Lisa

  16. Hope you're feeling better by now, JBR!