and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23
My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.
Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.
Daddy let me be secure in You only!
Friday, May 03, 2013
ANGRY LITTLE GIRLS
I had an incident last week happen to me involving an individual I like and enjoy being around. There have been, in the past, a couple of misunderstandings among us that were so very innocent and unintentional. Well, one of those incidents has been forgotten. Unfortunately one was not. From the other party.
So, when I saw them last week, I was not well received. Taken off guard by their comments and the immediate wall that was put up by them. Ouch! I had no clue until our conversation began that they were still reliving the past incident. Up until that time I thought it was a done deal and forgotten about the whole thing. Well, apparently I may have been "done with it," but they were not.
With all that being said and not going further into detail, what I discovered as my therapist and I discussed yesterday is that apparently that individual and I are bringing out our little "hurt" girls. We are some how triggering one another.
That being said, I want to center only now and focus on the positives in how I am dealing with the incident as I heal.
What "I" can say is that:
*I have grown in understanding more now that there are broken and hurting people in the world. I was so shut off in my feelings in the past because of my own pain, I self absorbed myself and could not see others.
*I have grown in asking the Lord if I hold any bitterness or anger towards the person because how they reacted to me to take it.
*I still need growth in not blaming myself and taking on the responsibility of the other person's hurt, especially when I know I did not do anything at all intentionally.