"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009


I think I broke a record today with typing a post, publishing it, then a half hour or so later, deleting it. I did this three times. First post was on addiction then on stubbornness then back again on addiction, now antsy.

My previous record was two in one day starting, publishing then deleting. So, I apologize for any of you who clicked on what you thought was going to be a new post and ended up with the following:

Page not found
Sorry, the page you were looking for in the blog JUST BE REAL does not exist.

But have no fear, JBR is here!! Nah, I plan on keeping this one up for a bit. (***JBR grins***)

My antsyness, flitting here, flitting there, everywhere a flit flit, even carries over to my blog sometimes.

My spirit was very restless today and I did not feel at ease with what I posted earlier three times.

Having t. tonight sorted out a few things which helped me to calm down, focus more and to progress in my journey to freedom!


  1. you make me laugh. All that flitting around - hmmm. sounds so familiar. Take gentle care. Sarah

  2. Forgiven... it's a woman's prerogative to be fickle. Bless you.

  3. Oh so thats what happened. I'm clicking my mouse back and forth getting that page not found. Funny. Glad this post stuck.

  4. That's okay...You always find those cute pictures too that go well with your posts...Take care JBR and God bless you always.

  5. Maybe you're just a stubborn perfectionist!

    Not bad traits!


  6. Delightful post JBR! Good that you found some answers tonight.

  7. You make my heart smile, love you.

  8. ..amazing how one can adequately portray being antsy by words.., quite funny really..well done! As in Sarah's post on restlessness I totally get it ..the frame of mind.

  9. Just want you to know: I love you and I am praying for you and yes, like Sarah said, "you make me laugh."
    BIG HUGS, andrea

  10. Glad that you are feeling more calm tonight!
    Take care ...blessings!


  11. smiles. thanks for dropping by earlier, enjoy the journey...glad you found some peace this evening.

  12. Your blog has so much to offer. Was blog hopping. Will be back to take more of a look.

  13. Get antsy myself once in a while. Sometimes its all right to just change your mind!

  14. Well I'm happy to hear you've calmed down. I feel like deleting almost everything I post. ;)

  15. Oscar RiverOctober 28, 2009

    Had to chuckel when Iread this post. I find myself doing the delete button many a time. My reasons are probably different than yours tho. If it wasn't for that delete button, I think I could be banned from Blogspot if you know what I mean. ha ha

  16. Those red ants are the worst for there sting. Antcy is part of the human make-up. Usually means there is an unsettling within. You've probably figured that out. Like the post. Cute and amusing. God Bless.

  17. stuck-in-the-middleOctober 28, 2009

    JBR you bring humor to your posts. Your doing great. Hang in there.

  18. Freedom...I've had the word tattooed on me for almost forty years, it is a good state of mind.

  19. I think you are describing me! I post things a lot, then have second thoughts and take them down. I think I must be OCD because I self-critique my writing and also have paranoia that I said something that would offend my readers, and I never want to do that. HOWEVER, it just occurred to me that I must be true to myself, be me, tattered rose colored glasses and all.

    I feel at home here.


  20. For sure this German mind of mine has now a perfect picture of what antsy means. Hugs, that is so cute described and made me laugh. Besides we are woman, we have the right to be capricious at any time we like. SMILE.

  21. JBR,

    I can completely empathize with you, sometimes the things we write about get lost in the blogging world. At least it showed up!

    Love and Hugs ~ Kat