"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

NOT FEELING IT!

Ugh! The title describes me well this day! Already went through three posts that I took off as I was not "feeling it" comfortably. I first started off with the topic of shame and what was discussed in t. yesterday. Besides my nurturing people pleasing issues, shame is high on my list to deal with also!!

But, again, what I wrote on the topic just did not sit well with me. I will and need to post about my struggles with shame, but what flowed out from me was not of the Spirit, so off it went. The time is just not right to share about this for now. Only God knows why.

25 comments:

  1. You're so wise to listen to that still small voice.

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  2. A prayer for you.
    Thank you, Lord, for the beauty of flowering trees, and for the inward changes and the outward expressions of development that all come in Your time. May we continue to be growing and flourishing for You in all the stages and seasons of our lives. In Jesus' name we pray. Amen.

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  3. Every person walks their road at their own pace. It need not always be, if ever, at breakneck speed.

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  4. JBR I know you know Jesus Christ today,and it is no accident that you do. God thought so highly of you that He personally summoned you to know Him. So the next time the devil tries to tell you that you are unimportant and no one wants you or cares about you, remember that God does!! The fact is, God looked out into eternity and saw you, and He said, I want you. I'm calling you out of this lost world to belong to Me! God Bless.

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  5. In HIS time!
    Praying for you, today!
    Big hugs,
    andrea

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  6. Good morning, JBR. I like how you're thinking. As Madison says, listening to the still small voice. I feel those emotions of shame too, but today I don't have to act on them, since they came to me from the actions of others and not from who I really am.

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  7. Quoted from the 7 AM meeting this morning (Wednesday):

    "I have never been catapulted anywhere. Been kicked in the pants a few times"

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  8. You are so real for following your feelings about it... take your time, dear friend!!! Hugs, JBR... I hope your day is filled with peace and love :)

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  9. Looking forward when you do share about your experience recently sweetie.

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  10. I'm glad that your heart remains pleasing no one but God as you follow what He wants you to post or not. I'm sure when you do post, a lot will be encouraged every time. God bless you JBR and be strong in His mighty power!

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  11. Share only what is comfortable through the Spirit.

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  12. you have some pretty wonderful comments here not much i can say but that you are in my thoughts and prayers. hang in there you can make it through what ever struggle you are going through.
    if He can bring you to it, He can bring you through it.

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  13. It's wonderful that you can recognise and accept that! Praying for your healing! Love, S.C.

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  14. God knows your heart, love you.

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  15. Hey Just Be Real, keep being real. Share when you need to. We're here for you.

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  16. There are days like that. I hate them. Sometimes, I don't like anything I'm writing. But somehow I manage to get a blog out - just as you did. No sweat. :)

    PG

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  17. Once you break free from your additctions you 'll never be the same. Praying for you.

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  18. Your such an inspiration JBR with your life. Keep sharing.

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  19. sometimes it is just not there

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  20. His time is always the perfect time....

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  21. You will know when it's the right time to share anything.....it will feel right and then you will do it. Remember this is your blog and you should feel comfortable knowing it's yours and saying how you feel. Your blogger friends only wants what is best and right for you.
    .......Big Hugs:-)

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  22. "Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."
    Praying for you
    BM

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  23. I understand (((JBR))) Shame leads to a whole cycle of negative self talk and feelings. It rates right up there with guilt as a learned behavior, and one of the hardest to get rid of. You are up to the task!!! Just recognizing it as a problem is 99% of the battle! Praying for your continued personal growth and healing.

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