"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Friday, January 22, 2010


I came home from work early today. I am really not feeling very well. Plan on just staying in literally all weekend and resting.

When I came home from work, I crashed right away and fell asleep. Only to be awoken by these words, "I Am A Gentle Spirit Crushed."

Okay, God now what?

Right away I related these words to my present situation. I asked God to show me in my heart how to interpret the words. Revealed to me I believe, is that I am truly a gentle person at heart. Lately my spirit has been crushed more than normal in body soul and mind.

The words, "that I am a gentle spirit" brought comfort to me. I guess because I feel emotionally I have been beaten-up by my circumstances. Even beating up on myself so damn much that I am this bad person, the Lord is showing me, 'No, JBR you are not bad."


  1. (((((JBR))))))

  2. You are SSSOOOO the opposite of bad.
    You are good and gentle.

  3. Dp you really think you're bad? I hope you don't. Bad because of being victimized? Not realistic. Pretend you were bad, now FORGIVE yourself, and get it over with--how's that idea!


  4. (((((Just Be Real))))) I am sending you love and hugs right now. I actually didn't go to work today because of how I am feeling and plan on not going anywhere all weekend either. As someone that beats myself up without even thinking about it, I can relate. You are not bad...not even close. XX Lori

  5. No JBR, you were broken in the past. You are healing now, I can understand the turmoil within ourselves during these stages. You are a gentle soul, who wants love and happiness and you deserve it. God knows you do. Bless you dear.

  6. You are NOT the bad person satan wants you to think you are. Do NOT ever believe that pack of lies again. Listen to the LORD....indeed you are a precious gentle spirit. GOD LOVES YOU VERY MUCH.

    Hugs, andrea

  7. You are a gentle person. You are not bad but I do understand. I pray that your whole self is able to get the rest you need.

  8. From the voice of experience, we tend to beat ourselves up to a far greater degree than anyone else does, mostly our Heavenly Father, who NEVER beats us up. He just waits, ever patient, loving and compasionate, for us to come to Him and lie in His arms to be forgiven and to heal. The journey is so short; why do we take such a long route to His presence?

  9. No, you are indeed not a bad person. You seem to be one of the most gentle spirits I know. (((((((((JBR)))))))) Safe, gentle, warm hugs to you, gentle person!

  10. You are a very good person sis, love you.

  11. Thinking of you JBR. Sending prayers!

  12. You 're so very special!
    Get rest and tomorrow will be another day!

  13. It's wonderful that you hear or get a check in your heart from God. Not everyone can experience what you claim. God Bless.

  14. JBR ~ He is good and He lives in you. You are good. Very good.

  15. {{{{JBR }}}}you are a fantanstic person,and a great blogfriend of mine.Big Time Hug you great person!

  16. Stay in but let the sun shine on you. Let the warmth of the day remind you that you are wrapped up in the warmth of God. I pray for your pain to be eased and for you to realize just how wonderful you are.

  17. Gentle spirit, expand and grow in God's love. (((JBR)))

  18. you are a gentle spirit. that is what makes you so special. that's why you feel so deeply. that's why i love you.