"You will show me the path of life; in Your presence is fullness of joy, at Your right hand there are pleasures forevermore."
Psalm 16:11
"God comes to our lonely, anxious hearts and whispers our name. God says "I see both the fear you have of closeness and the deep longing you have to belong. I have come to comfort you and to respond to your need. I have been seeking a relationship with you. You belong. You belong to me. You are my child."

Sunday

GOD HELP ME



I really like this song.

A lot of songs that Rebecca does hits deeply with me. This song is no different.

The first stanza is where I have been for close to two years. Not saying I have completely moved on from stanza one.

No.

Feelings or lack there of are still a big issue for me.

But, I am so much closer to entering into the last stanza then ever before.


From the deep I cry
I am needing change in my life
I have let the cold creep in and lock my ability to feel (deeply)
Just now a shaft of light shot through my soul
Opening up the windows and the doors
Reaching to the corners and my flaws
Showing my need

Chorus:
I'm running out of time to live
Running out of love to give
Running out of life within
God help me
God help me

I don't care who stares
Never want to be where I have been again
Grace has taken over and drawn me in and I am embracing it
'Cause now I see Your light drawing me close
Overwhelming love I don't deserve
But I'll take the hope You bring, You hold it out to me
Without You



10 Real Comments:

GypsyFox The Glamorous Betty Crocker said...

great song :)

Janie said...

What wonderful words to Rebecca' song! I love this! xxxooo janie

RCUBEs said...

"Overwhelming love I don't deserve..." Sooo unfathomable...Dropping by to wish you a great day JBR! God bless.

Patricia Singleton said...

Wow! What incredible words to that song. I can so relate. Thanks for sharing.

Denise said...

Such a powerful song.

sarah said...

powerful song...popped in to wish you a great day...

Lady_Amanda said...

J.B.R.,

I am glad you liked the award I have given you. This post is awesome. I tend to "not feel." However, it's really a matter of "stuffing" my emotions. They're there it's just that I don't express or admit they are there. Somewhere deep inside they are still there and then when I am ready I will blow, usually into a crying schizophrnic eposide! Christian songs are great. Thanks for sharing this one, it really speaks to me.

Can I ask you something? Are you male or female? Not that it's really important. However, I just realized I didn't know when I gave you the award. I am not saying I wouldn't have given you the award if you weren't the right gender, I just never noticed before until I had to write she or he when I was writing about you in my post!

Hugs,
Amanda

TheUndertaker said...

Yes, I agree, this is a great song. It's the only one of hers I have on my ipod. I think it's good to have moments like these at times, they are often the ones that propel us forward! Hope you are feeling better and on top of things again

Wanda's Wings said...

Great song. Where would I be without Him.

Kathy M. said...

This is a great song. So powerful. Thanks for sharing.