"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Sunday, May 09, 2010


I really like this song.

A lot of songs that Rebecca does hits deeply with me. This song is no different.

The first stanza is where I have been for close to two years. Not saying I have completely moved on from stanza one.


Feelings or lack there of are still a big issue for me.

But, I am so much closer to entering into the last stanza then ever before.

From the deep I cry
I am needing change in my life
I have let the cold creep in and lock my ability to feel (deeply)
Just now a shaft of light shot through my soul
Opening up the windows and the doors
Reaching to the corners and my flaws
Showing my need

I'm running out of time to live
Running out of love to give
Running out of life within
God help me
God help me

I don't care who stares
Never want to be where I have been again
Grace has taken over and drawn me in and I am embracing it
'Cause now I see Your light drawing me close
Overwhelming love I don't deserve
But I'll take the hope You bring, You hold it out to me
Without You


  1. What wonderful words to Rebecca' song! I love this! xxxooo janie

  2. "Overwhelming love I don't deserve..." Sooo unfathomable...Dropping by to wish you a great day JBR! God bless.

  3. Wow! What incredible words to that song. I can so relate. Thanks for sharing.

  4. Such a powerful song.

  5. powerful song...popped in to wish you a great day...

  6. J.B.R.,

    I am glad you liked the award I have given you. This post is awesome. I tend to "not feel." However, it's really a matter of "stuffing" my emotions. They're there it's just that I don't express or admit they are there. Somewhere deep inside they are still there and then when I am ready I will blow, usually into a crying schizophrnic eposide! Christian songs are great. Thanks for sharing this one, it really speaks to me.

    Can I ask you something? Are you male or female? Not that it's really important. However, I just realized I didn't know when I gave you the award. I am not saying I wouldn't have given you the award if you weren't the right gender, I just never noticed before until I had to write she or he when I was writing about you in my post!


  7. Yes, I agree, this is a great song. It's the only one of hers I have on my ipod. I think it's good to have moments like these at times, they are often the ones that propel us forward! Hope you are feeling better and on top of things again

  8. Great song. Where would I be without Him.

  9. This is a great song. So powerful. Thanks for sharing.