"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Thursday, May 27, 2010

PAINFUL/SCARY TIME IN THERAPY

Little JBR was brought back to a very painful and scary time in t. today. I'm right now here, and trying to process and to realize how much of what I did as an adult was not my fault. And that big JBR needs to let me go and forgive me.

23 comments:

  1. LilyMay 27, 2010

    Oh sweetie, I just read your previous post and can understand every word you wrote. It's so hard to take what we experienced as children and undo the lies as adults. Be gentle to yourself. It all takes time.

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  2. Wanda's WingsMay 27, 2010

    Our little's have been through so much pain. It was never their fault.

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  3. CatherineMay 27, 2010

    JBR, I know you can get through this moment in your healing.

    Love, Catherine

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  4. WandaMay 27, 2010

    Sending virtual hugs (((JBR))) your way.

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  5. KarenMay 27, 2010

    Prayers going up and virtual hug coming your way....

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  6. AnonymousMay 27, 2010

    The little JBR is emerging and having a voice. Through the pain there's victory. God Bless.

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  7. AnonymousMay 27, 2010

    ((JBR))

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  8. Mary N.May 27, 2010

    I'm praying for you, JBR.

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  9. AnonymousMay 27, 2010

    Understanding where youre bcomming from with yuour little one. When I was in myrecovery I had to be takne back to painful memmories.Only way to heal is to face the fear head on. My therapist held my hand literally doing those times. Wish I could be there holding yours as well.

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  10. CluelessMay 27, 2010

    (((((((Little JBR))))))) (((((((Big JBR)))))))Good work!!! For me, self-forgiveness, etc is one of the most difficult things...I'm tearful for you know as I think I know the kind of pain that you are in. Be Good To Yourself...You Deserve it.

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  11. AndreaMay 27, 2010

    Praying for you, sweetie and so many more. I have several urgent prayer requests at arise 2 write.
    HUGS, andrea

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  12. AnonymousMay 27, 2010

    Even in life's worst moments, God is always nearer to us than we will ever know. No problem is beyond His ability to handle. As we draw upon the solutions the Lord gives in the Bible, we can turn our weaknesses into strengths, our disappointments into hope.

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  13. JingleMay 28, 2010

    yes, faith is the way to heal...
    Happy Friday!

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  14. DeniseMay 28, 2010

    Asking God to be very close by your side, love you.

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  15. stuck-in-the-middleMay 28, 2010

    Hugs to you JBR. Hang in there.

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  16. JanieMay 28, 2010

    Everything you wrote on men and sex apply to me also. Go figure. I love that you are trusting God to continue to heal and bring forth that freedom one day soon. This may sound selfish on my part, but I'm not only believing that for you my dear friend that I have grown to love, but for myself also. Janie

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  17. Brian MillerMay 28, 2010

    thoughts and prayers...

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  18. Dee DeeMay 28, 2010

    Sweetie pie I'm off for a long weekend. Wanted to drop by before I left. The pounding of my heart cries after I read your previous post. I hvee no words for you. Only God's ministering love can heal the deepest wounds you bear. Let him have them sweetie. Let your little JBR live once again free.

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  19. lostinamazeMay 29, 2010

    Thinking of you...

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  20. Surprised By Joy!May 29, 2010

    JBR,
    You are in my thoughts....praying Papa God will surround you with His comforting presence right now. (((little JBR)))

    Blessings,
    Tammy

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  21. Brian MillerMay 29, 2010

    thought about your post today and thought i would check in and see how you were doing since we had not heard from in a couple days...

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  22. AnonymousMay 30, 2010

    What's going on with you JBR? Where are you?

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  23. Nikki (Sarah)May 30, 2010

    the hardest thing for me to do...forgive myself...the best thing I ever did....forgive myself. Praying for you....

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