"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Thursday, June 03, 2010


Wow, this may be difficult to explain, but here goes.....

Apart from my Sonday deep cleanings, the Holy Spirit presence has moved over into other areas of my life these days with such vengeance! Whew! With the intense spiritual warfare in recent days for me, His presence has increased!

Hmmmmmm...... I just got that! Duh! His presence has intensified because of the spiritual warfare from the enemy. Hmmmmmm..... now it makes sense! Wow.

For the past few weeks The Holy Spirit has walked in mightily with me into my t. sessions. Not saying that He was not there before, He was. My t. is a strong believer and knows exactly where I am coming from and also relies heavily on the leading of the Spirit. I may be sharing about something painful when all of a sudden I am engulfed by the Spirit. This is all new to me. This new leading by Him.

I usually shiver, get goose bumps, hearing goes at times and I draw in and usually cannot talk for a moment. At times it is so very overwhelming and a surprise, like "boom" here I am. My t. senses His presence at these times as well.

I really think that the spiritual world is on "high alert." Satan knows his time is very short!

These past few weeks have been truly awesome and scary in my world.

In spite of my deep emotional pain and the constant attacks from the enemy to break me down and wear me out, some awesome things have occurred.

One being that the Holy Spirit can be so very strong in me at any given time now. At work I am constantly praying in the Spirit. At work is the one place I certainly need His help.

Before, the Holy Spirit was on a "on-call" basis. By me that is. Even though I knew He was in me, I had walls surrounding my deep core of pain. Only recently in my Sonday deep cleaning has He been allowed to penetrate those walls.

Being confident about things does not come easy for me. But, one thing I am assured of, besides my salvation is, and I am NOT NOT NOT bragging here, that falling under the anointing has comes so very easily and quickly.

I marvel and question, "Why me Lord?" Sure there are others who at least "feel" Your love, and deserve it, but why me then?" Yes, yes, I am working on changing this to be one day and say confidently ..... "Why Not Me!"

I shared a couple of posts ago of me listening to the song "Shekinah Glory" that is at the top of this page at least once a day before work. I am finding now I have to pace myself. If I listen too closely to the time I have to drive to work I find it hard to come out of the anointing and then try and function. At least drive my car. The anointing is so very strong.

Sure, it may be quick to fall under the anointing, but it sure as all-get-out takes a whole lot longer to come out of it. Hee hee......


  1. I have to admit, I don't know much (or understand much) about the Christian God, but I'm so very glad He is a source of such joy for you.

    As always, wishing you well,

  2. Seems like you've got some serious workings of the spirit in your life. Keep at it. Don't be afraid what lies ahead. Can only be good. God Bless.

  3. So glad you are feeling God's Love during your t. sessions and in your daily life

  4. the sound and feel of this post is so strong and confident...way to go JBR...as always...in your corner cheering you on.

  5. I can feel the love of God all over you dear.

  6. I couldn't help but smile at your post :) Sometimes it can be a bit difficult to function when the Holy Spirit is upon us in a powerful way. I have told the Lord that I cannot drive well when He does this so please keep me away from any policemen (lol). I don't know how well "No officer, I'm not drunk...at least not on alcohol. It's just the Holy Spirit that's making me drive funny and laugh nonstop" would go over ;)
    God loves you dearly, JBR. You are very lovable, more than you know :) Denise is right, I can feel it, too!

  7. Mary that is too funny. Thank you for sharing!

  8. I am rejoicing with you JBR! How wonderful and I am so grateful for you. janie