CAPTIVE BY THE SPIRIT

Wow, this may be difficult to explain, but here goes.....

Apart from my Sonday deep cleanings, the Holy Spirit presence has moved over into other areas of my life these days with such vengeance! Whew! With the intense spiritual warfare in recent days for me, His presence has increased!

Hmmmmmm...... I just got that! Duh! His presence has intensified because of the spiritual warfare from the enemy. Hmmmmmm..... now it makes sense! Wow.

For the past few weeks The Holy Spirit has walked in mightily with me into my t. sessions. Not saying that He was not there before, He was. My t. is a strong believer and knows exactly where I am coming from and also relies heavily on the leading of the Spirit. I may be sharing about something painful when all of a sudden I am engulfed by the Spirit. This is all new to me. This new leading by Him.

I usually shiver, get goose bumps, hearing goes at times and I draw in and usually cannot talk for a moment. At times it is so very overwhelming and a surprise, like "boom" here I am. My t. senses His presence at these times as well.

I really think that the spiritual world is on "high alert." Satan knows his time is very short!

These past few weeks have been truly awesome and scary in my world.

In spite of my deep emotional pain and the constant attacks from the enemy to break me down and wear me out, some awesome things have occurred.

One being that the Holy Spirit can be so very strong in me at any given time now. At work I am constantly praying in the Spirit. At work is the one place I certainly need His help.

Before, the Holy Spirit was on a "on-call" basis. By me that is. Even though I knew He was in me, I had walls surrounding my deep core of pain. Only recently in my Sonday deep cleaning has He been allowed to penetrate those walls.

Being confident about things does not come easy for me. But, one thing I am assured of, besides my salvation is, and I am NOT NOT NOT bragging here, that falling under the anointing has comes so very easily and quickly.

I marvel and question, "Why me Lord?" Sure there are others who at least "feel" Your love, and deserve it, but why me then?" Yes, yes, I am working on changing this to be one day and say confidently ..... "Why Not Me!"

I shared a couple of posts ago of me listening to the song "Shekinah Glory" that is at the top of this page at least once a day before work. I am finding now I have to pace myself. If I listen too closely to the time I have to drive to work I find it hard to come out of the anointing and then try and function. At least drive my car. The anointing is so very strong.

Sure, it may be quick to fall under the anointing, but it sure as all-get-out takes a whole lot longer to come out of it. Hee hee......