"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Thursday, July 01, 2010


As I shared in my previous post, I have been feeling life is mundane and boring recently. In fact, I felt extremely depressed more than normal and thinking I was heading in the opposite direction on my journey. I became discouraged. Thought I was having a set back.

Being reassure in t. today that this was not so.

What is happening to me is that it seems I have reached a new platoe on my journey. The recent feelings of being irritated and bored with my colleagues at work is a new phase to where I am at and where I am heading. Not saying I am any greater than they, but I do not want to remain where they are at. I see myself going beyond. Branching out. But at the same time, I have to ask God to keep me focus at work and not be brought down by the day to day stuff that I seem NOW to struggle with keeping my attention.

Since the moving of the Spirit in me these past few months has centered on my continued healing of my past, I also believe I am being groomed for the next step of my journey. As much as I am itching to bust out, I am scared SILLY to! As I told my t. tonight, "I have never experienced the possibility of my potential." So I do not know what is on the other side, except freedom.

But, I do not want to force whatever God has planned for me. I want my desire to be from God as He put it in me originally. So I will be praying specifically for His leading.

............................................................................ I Got The Joy!


  1. Amen. let God lead, be willing to follow.

  2. The Holy Spirit has been resting upon you a lot lately :) He probably can't resist your heartfelt prayers!
    I read your posts backwards today. I'm sorry that you have been feeling depressed though as you say it's probably a new step (door) on your journey. I'm glad you have the comfort of knowing that the God who loves you so much is with you every step of the way.
    Thank you for your insightful posts, I think they help a lot of people. You are in my prayers my friend. May God continue to bless you.

  3. AnonymousJuly 01, 2010

    New discoveries new horizons for you JBR. Your on your way girl. God Bless.

  4. AnonymousJuly 01, 2010

    I'm sorry you've been feeling more depressed recently. I know what that's like. And I think the road to recovery is not a straight path-- there are bumps and plateaus, and they don't necessarily mean you're moving backwards.

    Keep on keeping on, JBR. You can do it!

    Wishing you well,

  5. Sorry you have been feeling more depressed. Healing is such a long process. God has been doing wonderful things in your life. I am excited to see what is next. ((((JBR))))

  6. Praying GOD renews your strength and feels your heart with blessings!

  7. Thanks for sharing with us all the beautiful work God has done and will continue to do in your life...It seems many of us have been depresssed similar to you at one point of our lives or another. You will be in my prayers too Sweetie..I do need to stop by here much more often..
    Prayers,Blessings and Hugs Dena

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  9. Sweet ((((JBR))))~

    I'm so sorry that you are feeling depressed, my friend! Praying God refreshes your body and renews your spirit!


  10. Such a brave thing to really feel. period. Trusting Him to continue to shepherd you through this rough patch...deeper into His heart where His love burns bright for his girl. He loves you...overwhelmingly so. -Jennifer

  11. I agree with the last comment. Trusting in God through all the different stages has helped me to love God so much, and depend upon Him so much.

    God Bless


  12. Praying for His specific leading is a good prayer to pray.


  13. as you are growing and changing, staying humble will be harder...of course He was greater than all and humbled himself deeply. smiles.