"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Monday, August 16, 2010


Recently I have been having disturbing dreams.

It is weird because I usually do not have them or remember them. But of late I am waking up from them and remembering. Within a week I have had two that dealt with shootings. Had one yesterday that dealt with my boss shooting people.

I am pretty good at monitoring what I watch on television. As a kid I would have terrifying monster dreams. And being I lived in a fantasy world most my life to cope with my emotional pain, my mind can be easily influenced.

I used to be glued to violence and SciFi stuff. Do not really watch the news. Only to get the headlines. But, I guess I am not immune.

Once again pleaded the blood of Jesus over my thoughts before I went to bed last night only again to wake up to a disturbing dream.

What's up with that?

Only thing I can figure out is that I am receiving victory in other areas of my life, and the devil is now attacking more and more my subconscious.

Any of you who suffer from disturbing dreams, night terrors regularly, I know what you are experiencing now. Takes a lot out of you emotionally and physically at times. Exhausting. Whew....


  1. I sometimes suffer with really bad dreams. They are usually there to tell me I need to face some thing. The latest ones certainly were.

    I hope you get relief from yours.

  2. never had night terrors though my son has...disturbing dreams, yes...spiritual warfare, yes...prayers for you that you get some rest and dreams come sweetly....

  3. JBR you're doing the correct thing by asking for protection around your thoughts. The enemy wants nothing more than to destroy you where the point of contact is. Praying for relief and release in this area. God Bless.

  4. Sweetie I'm sorry for your dreams. May Gods ever lasting presence and love fill your mind only.

  5. I'm sorry to hear that you are having unsettling dreams. I hope tonight you are able to sleep peacefully.


    Wishing you well,

  6. Father, cover our minds, and fill our hearts with Your presence. May we all sleep secure and rest peacefully, in Jesus name, amen!

  7. Sometimes I have really bad dreams. I don't know what causes them, but I wish you rest and peace at night.

  8. I'm so sorry that you are experiencing this disruption to your sleep. I have very vivid dreams that are often disturbing in the least. Makes a good night's sleep difficult. I'll be adding you to my prayers tonight for peace and rest.

  9. Praying peace over your dreams.