"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Friday, November 05, 2010


In t. we went over how my heart has yet to receive the fullness of God's Grace. Right now it is still my head that knows of His Grace, His Forgiveness, His Love...... my heart does not. My heart has shut down many years ago.

Even though I know my heart has been damaged, and there is hope.......I feel sad. I feel sad that I have missed out and missing out on what is available to me fully.

My t. said that my Spiritual "man" is very strong, and that my soul "man" is trying to catch up to my Spiritual "man." Once the two connect then all the above will be blended and freedom will reign and I will be more alive than ever before!!

If you can spare three minutes, let the song Alive minister to you.


  1. I love the line "I don't want to be broken any more." Yes I'll never be the same! WE ARE DOING IT JBR! Yes.

  2. Amen. I've already listened to the song through twice and saved it. What a beautiful song with a beautiful message. Thank you for sharing! Opening your heart completely to the Lord is a journey and a process. Do not be too hard on yourself. Allow yourself to start from where you are now, and then take the next step. Jesus shines through your words on this blog, JBR. He is somehow speaking through you. Allow Him to speak to you in the quiet of your heart. Blessings to you.

  3. I love this video! Watched it twice already!! Thank you for sharing with us!!

    So sorry and sad to read that your shut down. I'm praying that he 'heals' and comes 'alive' again.. very soon!

    You have come so far & will be where you want to be soon. You are such an inspiration to us ALL!!!! We love you!!!
    Blessings & Many Hugs,

  4. Thanks JBR. Your song choices always come at the right time for me!!!

  5. nice song...that is an intriguing thought about you spiritual man..that makes sense to me...

  6. In the Bible, it is our hearts that see, not our eyes...Praying for His strength to be always yours. Alive! Yes! Glory be to God! We are alive in Him! Take care JBR! God bless and have a great weekend!

  7. JBR words can take on a whole different meaning. The words to this song shares the depth the height and the width of our God. Praying along side of you that your heart and head will soon connect and then you can feel the potential of Gods goodness. God Bless.

  8. I have been missing you. Life is crazy here!
    Blessings, hugs, and prayers,

  9. Your t. is very wise :) I like the words about the Spiritual "man" and the soul "man" catching up! It WILL happen. God will heal the wounds of your heart, JBR. God bless you, my friend.

  10. You're getting better. Yes, you are. Your heart is opening to us, our comments, our warmth... it is opening. :)