I am finding first thing in the mornings now before I get out of bed I say these four words "Daddy I love You." Because I want to tag on a emotional feeling that is not there yet, my flesh quivers when I say those words. But, I still do.
In the past I could never bring myself to say those words at all. If "I Did Not Feel" them emotionally.
My pain from emotional trauma, which cut off feelings for countless years and numbed me to the core, I am believing that one day will eventually catch up!
Although I will waiver in believing I am loved, (until my emotions and heart collide), I am not waiting to "feel" anymore!
I am going for it!! Feelings or not.
I am believing I am loved!
Amazing post! You have a knack for saying volumes in a few short sentences. Love the illustration also! Thanks for being a source of encouragement to me!
ReplyDeleteHe loved you first ....so that would mean to me...no matter the struggles...he already knew all ....and still loves us anyway....Happy Day JBR
ReplyDeleteYaaaYY!!!!
ReplyDeleteJBR alright!!! I'm behind you 100%! God Bless.
ReplyDeleteTHIS IS A GOOD THING. YOU CAN WEEEEE ON THIS ONE JBR. I LOVE THE ILLUSTRATION. WHERE DO YOU GET THESE?
ReplyDeleteEven when I don't "feel" loved by God, nothing can change the fact that He is Love and that He loves me! Nothing can separate us from His love. He is honoring your step of faith today!
ReplyDeleteGood for you! You are showing real growth.
ReplyDeleteThat's what I need. This kind of encouragement Jbr. You bring so much to the table. Glad for your progress. Helps me along.
ReplyDeleteGo for it!! Praying you through it. :)
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Happy for you! Keep at it, and you'll get there!
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