"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

WHEN EMOTIONS COLLIDE

I am finding first thing in the mornings now before I get out of bed I say these four words "Daddy I love You." Because I want to tag on a emotional feeling that is not there yet, my flesh quivers when I say those words. But, I still do.

In the past I could never bring myself to say those words at all. If "I Did Not Feel" them emotionally.

My pain from emotional trauma, which cut off feelings for countless years and numbed me to the core, I am believing that one day will eventually catch up!

Although I will waiver in believing I am loved, (until my emotions and heart collide), I am not waiting to "feel" anymore!

I am going for it!! Feelings or not.

I am believing I am loved!



10 comments:

  1. BelovedBomberFebruary 28, 2012

    Amazing post! You have a knack for saying volumes in a few short sentences. Love the illustration also! Thanks for being a source of encouragement to me!

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  2. AnonymousFebruary 28, 2012

    He loved you first ....so that would mean to me...no matter the struggles...he already knew all ....and still loves us anyway....Happy Day JBR

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  3. AnonymousFebruary 28, 2012

    YaaaYY!!!!

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  4. AnonymousFebruary 28, 2012

    JBR alright!!! I'm behind you 100%! God Bless.

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  5. AnonymousFebruary 28, 2012

    THIS IS A GOOD THING. YOU CAN WEEEEE ON THIS ONE JBR. I LOVE THE ILLUSTRATION. WHERE DO YOU GET THESE?

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  6. GlendaFebruary 28, 2012

    Even when I don't "feel" loved by God, nothing can change the fact that He is Love and that He loves me! Nothing can separate us from His love. He is honoring your step of faith today!

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  7. Wanda's WingsFebruary 28, 2012

    Good for you! You are showing real growth.

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  8. Sometimes I Want To Give UpFebruary 28, 2012

    That's what I need. This kind of encouragement Jbr. You bring so much to the table. Glad for your progress. Helps me along.

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  9. child of GodFebruary 28, 2012

    Go for it!! Praying you through it. :)
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  10. Worth-Waiting-ForFebruary 29, 2012

    Happy for you! Keep at it, and you'll get there!

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