I am finding first thing in the mornings now before I get out of bed I say these four words "Daddy I love You." Because I want to tag on a emotional feeling that is not there yet, my flesh quivers when I say those words. But, I still do.
In the past I could never bring myself to say those words at all. If "I Did Not Feel" them emotionally.
My pain from emotional trauma, which cut off feelings for countless years and numbed me to the core, I am believing that one day will eventually catch up!
Although I will waiver in believing I am loved, (until my emotions and heart collide), I am not waiting to "feel" anymore!
I am going for it!! Feelings or not.
I am believing I am loved!
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23
My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.
Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.
Daddy let me be secure in You only!