and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23
My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.
Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.
Daddy let me be secure in You only!
Thursday, September 27, 2012
"BAD SHOULD THING BAD"
Well, my t. and I have sort of an inside joke with the phrase "Bad." As in "Baaaaaaaaaaaad."
Any time something is frustrating and seems like it will not go away, it then becomes a "Bad _______ Thing Bad." That is about the only way I can describe it.
For me, I still have the tendency to "should" things in my life. Which then becomes my "Bad Should Thing Bad."
My t. explaining that usually when I say "should" I am really saying, "I don't want to" or "I am not happy where I am at" or "Not measuring up."
Which in essence shows me that I still expect myself to be at a certain place in my journey. Then putting pressure on myself. Then having guilt, condemnation and shame tag along when "I" do not meet "my" expectations.
Even when I find myself "shoulding" because I Do Not Want To Do Something, there is a element of failure and shame attached.
Are you confused yet? Well I am. And I am the one going through it!
So, if I stop putting demands on my "shoulds" in life and realize that God is perfectly fine with where I am at, the better off I will be.