Had a major revelation this weekend. The deep deep deep pain that I have always felt in my "heart" also known as your second brain, "The Gut," is the taking away/or stolen of my innocence. Or something I loved (as best I could love). Or desired. Which was to be loved. This feeling of loss and hunger hurts my little girl really bad now. As she connects more and more to the pain.
It feels like my heart has been ripped out.
I am very sorry for your pain, I love you.
ReplyDeleteBut you are loved, by all of us who haven't even met you yet, and most extravagantly by the Lord. A big hug from me~
ReplyDeleteO hon! I am so sorry for this pain. Praying and praying for you.
ReplyDeleteI agree with Shelly, we love you and Daddy loves you even more.
Standing beside you, holding you up.
(((Hugs)))
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Hugs to you JBR. No pain God can't heal.
ReplyDeleteHold on girl. You will make it. (((((((JBR)))))))
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry. Sending you a big ((HUG)) and please know that I care.
ReplyDeleteJBR I'm sorry what you're going through. Then on the other hand God is doing what you've asked him to. Healing. You're loved. God bless.
ReplyDeletesending love and prayer for comfort and balm
ReplyDeletethe way only He can do
into those broken and ripped places,
healing light shining like sun on ocean sand
into those wounded spaces.
just be still a while longer, little one,
and let his healing love flow over you
until you're suddenly amazed at the restoration
that he works
while we weren't even watching.
love and hugs,
Jennifer
Hugs to you, dear Grace. I'm so sorry for your pain. Wishing you peace and healing.
ReplyDeleteand this too shall pass away....
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That image alone is so powerful to depict your pain!!! Praying for heaven's perfect melody to continue soothing and healing that pain. Wish we can jam together!!! Im not that good since I learned the guitar on my own. I love plucking than strumming and you told me.too before which one you liked doing with yiur guitar strings. Take care.
ReplyDeleteDea r JBR, may the Holy Spirit comfort you
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