"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Sunday, November 25, 2012

HEART RIPPED OUT


Had a major revelation this weekend. The deep deep deep pain that I have always felt in my "heart" also known as your second brain, "The Gut," is the taking away/or stolen of my innocence. Or something I loved (as best I could love). Or desired. Which was to be loved. This feeling of loss and hunger hurts my little girl really bad now. As she connects more and more to the pain.

It feels like my heart has been ripped out.

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  1. I am very sorry for your pain, I love you.

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  2. But you are loved, by all of us who haven't even met you yet, and most extravagantly by the Lord. A big hug from me~

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  3. O hon! I am so sorry for this pain. Praying and praying for you.
    I agree with Shelly, we love you and Daddy loves you even more.

    Standing beside you, holding you up.

    (((Hugs)))
    <><

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  4. Hugs to you JBR. No pain God can't heal.

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  5. Hold on girl. You will make it. (((((((JBR)))))))

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  6. I am so sorry. Sending you a big ((HUG)) and please know that I care.

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  7. JBR I'm sorry what you're going through. Then on the other hand God is doing what you've asked him to. Healing. You're loved. God bless.

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  8. sending love and prayer for comfort and balm
    the way only He can do
    into those broken and ripped places,
    healing light shining like sun on ocean sand
    into those wounded spaces.
    just be still a while longer, little one,
    and let his healing love flow over you
    until you're suddenly amazed at the restoration
    that he works
    while we weren't even watching.
    love and hugs,
    Jennifer

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  9. Hugs to you, dear Grace. I'm so sorry for your pain. Wishing you peace and healing.

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  10. and this too shall pass away....

    just stopping by

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  11. That image alone is so powerful to depict your pain!!! Praying for heaven's perfect melody to continue soothing and healing that pain. Wish we can jam together!!! Im not that good since I learned the guitar on my own. I love plucking than strumming and you told me.too before which one you liked doing with yiur guitar strings. Take care.

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  12. Dea r JBR, may the Holy Spirit comfort you

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