and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23
My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.
Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.
Daddy let me be secure in You only!
Sunday, March 24, 2013
I AM BACK
I am back. I am still alive.
Something is going on with my emotions.
Nothing out of the ordinary happened with their visit. The usual verbal stabs and what not from the family. But, when they left this morning and I was once again back to myself, depression and saddness came over me like a wild fire. Something I have not felt with sooooo much intensity in such a long time. It was like the enemy pounced on me emotionally. Like I was at a weaken stage. I started crying something awful. Crying out to "Daddy to Help Me" as I was hurting terribly.
Maybe they coming down was a diversion for me for a few days, and I went into survival mode or something. Cutting off feelings??? Then once they left, I came back into reality. Really quickly and painfully. BooM! Did Not Expect That!