and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23
My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.
Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.
Daddy let me be secure in You only!
Saturday, June 15, 2013
I spent a couple of hours with my mum this morning.
I never paid attention to how frequent she uses the word "should" in a sentence to me. I finally started keeping count today after I noticed that she was saying the word "should" or "should not" to me quite often.
JBR you "should" listen to me I'm your mother. You "should" wear this. You "should" call your brother he's the only living relative you have once I die." You "should" take this vitimin. You "should" read this. You "should" cook this. You "should" of reminded me of the celery. You "should" of told me what is in the refridgerator. You "should" of reminded me what I owe you for the water. You "should" tell me things. You "should" investigate this.
Those are the ones I could remember from today. The one that got me when I was leaving and she was kind of serious was, "I" (meaning herself) "should" go home with you. She is bored and lonely.
In the course of two hours she must of "should me" something over twenty times.
Now I see the guilt that I took on all my life that comes along with the "shoulds."