and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23
My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.
Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.
Daddy let me be secure in You only!
Thursday, October 24, 2013
"The whole key for me was uncovering and discovering how my belief system about myself and the world, had formed. As I replaced the lies with the truth, the coping methods fell away; because I didn’t need them anymore." Darlene Ouimet
The above statement is so true. Most my life I thought I was weird. An outcast. Stupid. Because I was told and treated that way.
Who I was was Not validated at home. My father was not there for me emotionally most of the time.
I was taken advantage of verbally, physically and sexually. Not only by my relatives, but at school. I accepted what others told me to my face and behind my back. I saw my peers giggle and point fingers at me. Crude remarks were made about my intelligence and looks. I would even recall calling myself stupid among friends. In order to be accepted. Only to realize later they were laughing at me and not with me. School was a lost cause because of my belief system and shutting down after my parents divorce. Only by the Grace of God did I graduate on time. Almost did not.
Five years ago, I had the presence of mind (divine intervention of the Holy Spirit) to seek help. I, in my present misery of emotional pain knew at least that time was short. I needed professional help.
So I sought out a Christian counselor. The combination of my Heavenly Daddy and the guidance of a obedient caring counselor/servant, I began my journey to healing.
Finding out my old belief system about myself played a big part to my pain. And then also to my healing.
I am not totally there yet. But, I am not where I once was! Amen.