"Yet a time is coming
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23

My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.

Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.

Daddy let me be secure in You only!

Friday, March 20, 2009

Brain Dead

I am finding out, when you come into the realization of the hurt that was done to you in the past you can have days, weeks, months or even years where you feel totally "brain dead?"

Welcome to my world.....


  1. Stuck-in-the-middleMarch 20, 2009

    I have days like that to. In fact most of my days are like that.

  2. I am finding, I have trouble spelling some days..oh and trying to write the number 8 is very difficult for me...wonder if there is any significance there? I have lost interest in everything. so yes, I would have to say I am usually brain dead.

  3. May I copy that piece of flair you have? I'd like it for my Child Abuse Awareness Day Event.

  4. Thank God that he said, "He would never leave us nor forsake us"... even in brain-deadness. PTL!

  5. When I'm feeling brain dead--hasn't happened for exactly one year--I want others to know about it, so they might offer me help. It works!!!

    You do that quite well, without whining, singing the blues, etc.

    Let me stay real today, be false to no one, including myself.
    Steve E.

  6. being 'transformed by renewal' is not the simplest thing in the world. the work takes time and i am often unwilling to put the time in to get it done.

  7. Real Gal can do all things through Christ who strengthens her. Phil 4:13

  8. Tanya-I can never pass up your encouragements and prayers, thank you!
    LarryG-Thank you for your honesty!
    steveroni-Hope you were able to stay "real" today.
    BarbaraJean-Your visit of encouragement is appreciated, thank you.
    Rainbow-Thank you for sharing and please feel free to use whatever you need to my dear.
    Stuckinthemiddle-Thanks for your return visit(s) and sharing.

  9. I am the queen of suppressing emotions. But then they work their way to the surface five, ten, sometimes 25 years later. I think some of the s**t I'm dealing with now is the same s**t I was dealing with when I was in diapers!
    Thank you for your comments at the Psychological Sewer.
    Lily/Cheesemeister/The Murdered Soul
    (I don't actually have dissociative identity disorder but I do have a lot of alter-egos. I don't know who I really am at all.)

  10. Hey, today being brain-dead sounds like heaven! Can I just turn the volume down in my head so I might get a chance to think? *grin* Seriously, do you really think there is a connection between being brain-dead and childhood abuse? I'm not sure from my experience.

  11. Lis463-Thank you for your reply. So very sorry that you were abused and today continue to feel the effects! I do hope you continue to find healing dear one.

    Lly Strange - Appreciate your comment and honesty and am very sorry for the abuse that you have experienced!