“Truly, truly, I say to you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains alone; but if it dies, it bears much fruit.” John 12:24
The word brokenness can produce fear in people's lives. Sensing "pain" is on the horizon!
But, brokenness can be a blessing. Naturally it may not feel like such a blessing as you venture through your painful past. As survivors of our childhood traumas, brokenness becomes necessary if we want the Freedom it offers. Hallelujah!
The painful traumas of any kind of abuse we went through, was life changing. In order for us to survive we tried blocking the pain from our minds, stuffing our emotions, cutting, disassociating, turning to addictions to numb the pain. Unfortunately by doing so we were shaped into individuals God did not intend for us to become. Fear, hate, anger, shame, guilt, and unworthiness plagued our everyday existence.
God cannot do a total hauling of your life until you are seriously ready for Him to perform emotional surgery. I became seriously ready close to four years ago. (You can read some of my old posts. Scroll down to the bottom of this page to find a few) With that He can then begin to reshape you.
Unlike clay in the potters hand that feels no pain, we are flesh and blood and I will not lie, it will hurt!
Oh My Goodness will it ever hurt at times! The knife is very sharp and cuts really deep!!! Unfortunately there is no anesthesia. You have to be awake during this operation. But, it will only be an operation you have to go through "one time."
God loves you. He longs to repair you. Fix your broken pieces. Desiring for you to become the real you were intended to be.
Even though I continue to die and die a little more each day, I know that my final outcome will be freedom! I believe I have at least one foot in now!
Then having a desire, well in my case that is, to encourage any other hurting people that "they can make it to freedom" as well! Weeeeeee!
and has now come when the true worshipers will worship
the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the
kind of worshipers the Father seeks." - John 4:23
My Heavenly Daddy is healing
me from the inside out.
Transparency is Real.
Many times painful.
Daddy let me be secure in You only!